5 Sleeping with a stranger

"Um so it already really late. I know you haven't been up long but we should get some sleep." He said opening the balcony door.

"yeah your right. Now that I have a full belly I'm really am sleepy again." I say laying down. This bed is big for one person I wonder if he will be sleeping in the bed with me. I say my prayers and snuggle into the pillow and close my eyes while he steps outside to smoke.

...

I must have been very tired still I fell asleep before he came back in.

It's still dark.

I can see with the red moon light. He is laying on the tiny cough. He is way to big his head is bent over one end while his legs hang over the other. One hand is on the floor and he's laying on one arm... He must be really uncomfortable. I can stand up.

I walk over to him, I kneel down beside him.

"Tyler", I whisper rubbing his head.

In a blink of an eye he had a hand on my throat and a knife in the other. His eyes look red reflecting the moons light. I tap the hand holding my neck.

"It's... me.." I struggle to say.

"sh*t why are you up?" he said releasing me and lowering the knife.

"I can't sleep."

"can I help?" he replied.

"Sleep with me."

We are both shocked by the wording. He just looked at me all wide eyed.

"um not like that... you see I woke up... and your sleeping.. you look like your in pain... I don't think.. the beds big.. I didn't mean like.. well you know... just sleep like sleeping."

"don't worry I didn't think you would want to have sex with someone like me. I'm just surprised your willing to shear a bed with me." he said quickly. Sounding dissipated.

"Of course you saved me, it's your bed." I smile holding his hand.

We walk to bed and lay down still holding hands.

"um can I have my hand back?" he asked.

"sorry yeah, um Tyler, what did you mean someone like me?" I ask.

"clearly your to good for me. I'm not dumb enough to think you would be attracted to me." he said with his eyes closed. I place my hand on his cheek I can feel the pain in his voice.

"You are dumb." I tell him.

"what?"

"you think you are not good enough, that I'm not attracted to you, you are dumb."

"what are you saying..?" is he really confused about this?

"Good Night" I say taking his hand back.

After a while I open my eyes to see he has fallen asleep. I kiss his hand. Thank you God, Thank you for Tyler. My heart races when he is close. It's hard to explain but I feel so attracted to him. I wonder if it would be okay to express my feelings. I mean it's not crazy. I'm not even human. But if I'm stuck here playing human I might as well try to make the best of it. Maybe this isn't such a harsh punishment after all. I fell asleep holding his hand.

"Mmm."

I'm so comfortable I don't want to get up.

"Um can you get off me?" Tyler says he sounds annoyed.

At some point in the night he rolled over on to his back. I ended up laying on him. He's going to think I'm a creeper. I set up quickly.

"oh my, I'm sorry. That wasn't what I .. um I didn't mean to... sorry." As soon as I sat up he jumped out of bed and walked straight to the bathroom. Why is he so cute... What kind of person am I???

I dragged him to bed with me in the middle of the night, kiss him while he slept ( on the hand) , I wake up laying on him, now I'm thinking thought like that while he's running away from me. Has all since of purity left me??

No wonder we lose our memories of life when we enter heaven. There's no way I would have lasted in heaven with feelings like this...

As she continues to scold herself in here head she hides her face in her hands.

.... Meanwhile in the bathroom... Tyler is fighting with him self.

What the Hell was that? I can't be getting all turned on by a innocent woman...

Why does she have to be so gentle and tender? I couldn't sleep at all last night. I tried so ha her rd to pretend to be asleep. It was so hard all night. After she kissed my hand... she fell asleep quickly. She was so beautiful laying there... I tried to pull away and rolled over. She grabbed me.. she was so tempting.. I wanted to wake her so bad. To hold her down and kiss her. But how could I? Would she resist me? Of course she would. I am evil. I'm dangerous. I should not be alone with anyone. What am I doing? I know I've been lonely for so long but I shouldn't have asked her to stay.

Should I ask her to go now...

Should I control these feelings?

Should I just act on them next time?

God this woman is evil... why did she have to be concerned about me?

Tyler washes his face in the restroom.

"sigh.. I still don't know what to do." he said walking out of the restroom, to see Ann had her face hidden in a pillow..

Ann glances up at me then puts her head back down

"I'm so so so sorry! If I made you uncomfortable I'm sorry! I'm sorry for invading your personal space..." Ann apologized still hiding her face.

Damnit how is she so cute? I can't make her go she will be eaten up out there.

"it's fine" I answer. " I'll make breakfast"

...

back to Ann's perspective...

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Tyler cooked and brought me some food.

"thank you, " I say as we spend the rest of the meal silent. I catch myself looking at him.

I hope he don't notice.

*****WRITER'S NOTE*******

Hello readers

sorry very busy with pandemic and schooling and taking care of my health physically and mentally. #MOMLIFE

Also trying to learn how to make digital art work.

sorry it's taking longer between updates.

I'm working on 6 storylines and they are all a bit different.

Thanks for reading... hope you enjoy. Feel free to leave your thoughts. Good or bad.

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