1 Careful What You Wish For

July 9th 15:12

*Pak*

I took down my hand from my neck and I looked at it, and instantly I froze and just kept staring at it with a dazed look,

there it is sticking on my palm, a mush of blood and black gooey stuff, then these words came out of my mouth as if I experienced it enough times to be frustrated...

-Ewww, again, seriously, damn mosquitos, this is like the sixth one, what am I a blood bank, ahh...

I sighed as I kept walking towards home, feeling a bit uncomfortable and a bit, I don't know honestly, I don't really know I guess how to describe the feeling, it's like I don't belong here, because I always feel alienated and out of place when I go out which is rare of me to grace the mortal world with my presence, heh even to the point where my family would look at me as if I've grown a second head and the neighbors would act as if I was oversees or something, waaaait, is the reason I had that thought the way I just had it is because I read too much webnovels or do i have eight grade syndrome?

**imaginary sweat**

Nah I'm okay, probably, well where was I, right, I'm walking home because I was forced to go fetch something for my mom and now I'm heading back, yes forced, but what do you expect from a slightly maybe totally - I don't know - introverted seventeen about to be eighteen year old boy,

Such a shame, because it was a good day and the sun was surprisingly not glaringly hot considering it's summer, I sighed as I wished I had more self-confidence maybe then I could've enjoyed it at least or if I could reincarnate with wishes like those MC I read about online and start anew, hehe what a crazy thought, anyways so I was

*tak*

shoot I tripped, did anyone see that? I felt the blood rushing to my head and my face blushing as I looked around, nobody laughed, hell its like five people walking on this street excluding me and only one noticed and all he did was just stare but that was enough to make me feel like jumping off a bridge ugh whatever,

-I really wish I'd seriously stop caring when I say I don't care.

I mumbled that under my breath as I quickened my pace home.

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*plank*

I closed the door, went to the kitchen, placed the bag and then went upstairs straight to my room where as soon as I got in threw myself on the bed and took out my phone to check if any of those hateful authors updated their novels.

I stayed like that till I dose off, thinking I'll just get a nap and then get up and have dinner but little do I know that what I will wake up to isn't the same old white ceiling I'm familiar with...

*chirp*

*chirp*