July 1, 2019
Everythings been odd lately. Some days he seems excited to see me. Other days the 'excitement' seems forced. I don't know what to think anymore. Does he want me? Does he not? Am I going insane? Surely I am. Surely everything's fine. Nothing can break us, right? Nothing can ruin how hopelessly in love we are. How hopelessly in love I am. Or maybe it can. Maybe this isn't like the movies. Maybe nothing is. I don't know anymore. All I know is I love him, and I hope to God he still loves me.