1 Meeting my mom?

Dear journal, yes you are a journal because dad thinks that are a dairy well back to what I was saying... I've been having this dream lately. It's my mom holding my hand and saying that it's is time to come the academy but the weird thing is that she was flying like on a broom and some other people with Potions and she was whering the craziest bright orange with red mixed waved hair I've seen her where but then she faded don't know how and why but when she fades I wake up in cold sweat saying "no mom I can't practice this magic in the relem of humans." Which is weird cuz me and my family are normal. Right? Well it was nice to see my mom again cuz you know she is dead. My father always looks like an old man even though he is very young and my mom would tease him about all the time and he would actually stop working but now he doesn't even eats an atom an I'm very worried because I'm his son I should let him know I care and since he works so hard what so I do. I try to right sentences that aren't too long but I have too much to say. Maybe I'df my mom we're here dad would act this way. Maybe it is my fault she died.