Cornelia's past

I woke up with the sounds of opening and closing door. I open my eyes and I blink more than once. The sun was shining on my face and I couldn't keep my eyes open. "Hey Bella, Amore. It is breakfast time." Sebastian said a soft and low voice. I turn facing the bed, and leaning on my stomach. The felt so good. I do not remember when I have slept in this good comfortable bed at all.

"Amore, you have to get up, so you can eat your food." He kept on going. I got up slowly. My hair was all over my face and I say on my legs looking on the wall as I turn my face to the right side of see Sebastian standing there with a mini table full of food. I swear my eyes sparkled. So many food! I have felt so happy in my whole life just to see the sight of a great meal. I fix my hark and put it in Bon. I sat down on my butt ready to eat. "First wash your mouth." He laugh low. He doesn't have to tell me twice. I ran to the bathroom and brush my teeth.

As I finished brushing my teeth, I realize I was only in underwear and bra. Oh boy! this is embarrassing. "No is not, Amore!" Sebastian yelled back happily. He read my mind. "It calls Mind linking, Bella. Now come so you can put my shirt on so you can eat and we can talk." he told me. I ran to the bedroom and pick up the shirt that still has his smell and put it on quickly and sat on the bed as he place the table on in front of me. I look at him. "You are not going to eat?" I asked him.

"No, you eat. I already ate." he told me. I ate. it had bacon cheese eggs bread...bread. I pick up the bread and it is very soft and gentle. The one I ate was very hard and dry. Sometimes I couldn't eat at all because it was giving me a hard time to bite it off. Suddenly, I heard a growled. I look at Sebastian who seems mad. "What is wrong, Sebastian?" I asked as I still had bacon and egg in my month and holding to the bread.

"Why do you even try to run away from your family?! He yelled at me. I look at him with a sad expression. He is the only one who did not made me jumpy but the others did. I look at the bread and I finished eating what was in my mouth and drank juice. "....I don't know...I was not thinking of running away at the time I was four years old..." Sebastian cut me off and grabs my shoulders hard. "Ah!" I let out a small painfully sound. I look at him and his eyes was turning black. Pure black.

"Four years old! You were just a baby, when that happen to you?!" he shouted at me using his Alpha tone with me. I was too much in pain to listen to him. "Sebastian, you are hurting me." I told him with my whining bells and he quickly let me go. "I am so sorry, Bella!" he hug me to him. "I am sorry!" he continued. "It is okay. I will tell you the story okay just let me finish this delicious food." I told him and he let me go. He looked in pain so I tap kiss him and smiled. "Don't worry it is very nice story." I told him but it did not look away the pain he show. I continued on eating and once I finished eating the whole thing including the bread and water. Sebastian put the table on the floor and look at me.

"I was born December 25th at 12am, it was Jesus's birthday, which makes me like a saint well, I always though I was. My parents Marco Santos and Maria Rosa got together when they were sixteen years old and my mother got pregnant when she was seventeen. My parents weren't ready to have a baby but they were force to keep it. My mother was rape by a stranger on her way to a store on a Sunday afternoon.

But my mother already had sex with my father when she turn seventeen but she was force to have sex and give to the baby which of course was me. When my mother give birth to me. I was already named the devils child before being more. I heard my mother try to kill herself when she was six months but my father, well my stepfather stop her.

When she was seven, she threw herself from the stairs and did not lost me. She also try to have an abortion when she found out that I was conceive but the doctor told her that I would not let them kill. So I was basically fighting for my life since day one. My mother carried a lot of things, fought and threw herself on anything but I did not die..." He grasped in shock. "I was not sure how and why this happen to me but I was named because I would not give up at all. When I was birth, I heard...well I was told that my mother would let me cry for hours and hours..." Sebastian's eyes turn very black.

"Sometimes they would see my mother hit me and beat me but nobody did not dare to speak up because they were scare of my family. I also was told that my parents would leave me home alone and they wouldn't come back for weeks. People want to get me as soon as they left and I would be in fever. They fed me and took care of me and left me home when my parents came back. When I was one years old, my mother got pregnant with my stepfather's child. it was a girl. By that time, I already knew how to walk and talk. My family members would push me aside and protect my mother like I was a monster wanting to attack her.

When I was three eyes old my mother already had my sister who was two and twin brothers who was one years old. My parents and everyone else taught them to beat me up and they did. I cried and cried and when I was four years old, I started to eat bread cookies and water only since then. the bread and cookies was the leftover when nobody wanted it or sometimes, I go to the trash can and look for anything so I can eat because I was very hungry and whether I saw I ate it. When I spoke to my mother when all suddenly, she hit me with a stick telling me not spoke anymore because it bother everyone in the whole world. I kept on crying and crying until I just stood there without emotion and stop speaking..." I paused. I look at my hands as they tangled around each fingers.

I felt his hands in my cheeks making me look at him. "Amore...Don't cry." He told me and I realize I am crying. I rub my eyes and sniff. "I do not remember what happen after that because everyone beat me, threw me anything and I would get broken ribs, broke my legs and more injures. When I was fifteen, everyone left while I stood home alone. I did not ate or went to school until they came back but when they did, they brought new stuff and I was attack the new things they had brought. I was hit in my bedroom where it is nothing but a wood bed with light covers.

I would be there busied and beaten. I did not went to school half of year. I never went to a doctor because it would get my family very mad so I did not went."

"So that is why you wanted to leave the hospital." Sebastian said. I nodded. "Yes that is why I refuse to stay. I would always be sick and then get better later on. I also did work behind my parents back. I collected money to leave the house. That was when on May 23rd, I ran away from home. I came here to be far away every family member. On May 25th, I was already here and I was scared and lost. I was still on pain because before I arrived here I was hit with a pan on my head. I wanted to sleep but I force myself to stay awake and that is when I saw Lilian and I was scared that she would hit me and you know the rest after that..." I told him

He stared at me carefully. "Bella, You will stay here. I need to control myself for a while okay." He told me as he was about to get up. I grab him quickly and began to cry with the sound of the ringing bells. He is going to leave me. "I will NEVER going to leave you to do you understand me?!" He shouted at me.

"Please stay! Don't go nowhere, Please!" I beg him. I wanted him to stay with me. I wanted him to make feel safe. "I can't, Bella. My wolf and I are very mad and we do not to hurt you." He told me angrily. "I do not care!" I yelled at him for the first time I have yell at someone.

And it made a crack sound.

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Happen to Cornelia's voice? Will she get her voice back? Something smell fishy around here.

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