What Will I Do ?!

" Hi young lady , I guess that you know me from this look in your eyes " says Mr Bidnem

" Yeah ... of course I know you but .... are you real , you're really Bidnem ?! you're here but ....How ?! " Replied Lydia with a nervous voice .

" Hahah yes it's me , I know that you ask yourself what am I doing here true ? "

" Actually yes , I'm so happy to meet you sir it's incredible . As a fan of BTS I always wanted to meet you and now you're just...it's like I'm in a dream which is very beautiful but I don't wanna wake up , please tell me that I'm not dreaming "

" No , you're not dreaming . I think that what I will tell you will make you happier than now . Do you wanna know why am I here ?! actually , I was searching for new talents around the world , some persons who can sing , dance and be different from the others . I did competitions without announcing the objective of it to find this persons who love the kpop and make them a new stars , you know that my company is among the best companies so we always search new talented trainers like you . Lydia , I saw your performance and I was impressed . I think that you are the girl that I searched and I really need you now . The way that you're confident of yourself and you dominate the stage is unbelievable , even the way that you answer to our questions is perfect , you were born to be a star and it will be nice if you shine in my company . If you accept , I will give you the chance to go to Korea with me and be a trainer in my company Big Hit entertainment . You won't practise for a long time if you learn quickly , you don't have to worry about where you will live or study cause I will take the charge of all this . You will be an idol and you will have the chance to meet our two bands BTS and TXT . So , what you think ?! I understand that you need more time to think and tell your parents about that so , you have a week to tell me what did you decided . This is my card , call me to tell me your answer , I hope that you will accept . Now , I have to go , I have some things to do , sorry if it was too long but I had to tell you about that , see you next time when you will be ready to answer ".

~~~~~~ " Silence ?! isn't this your dream ?! you always wanted to go to Korea and meet your idols , am I wrong ?! you will be famous and you will realize all your dreams , why you don't say anything ?! Please say something ! Speak !!!!!! don't stay like this " a voice inside her was talking and talking and talking , it don't want to shut , the moment where she had to be the happiest girl in the world turned to sadness but , why ?~~~~~~~~

" ~Lydia , what's going on ?! why are you sad ? it's your moment to be happy , for the first time in your life the chance smiled in your face , don't tell me that you will just let it ?!~... but ..... ~but what ?!~ .....what about my parents , they won't except I know that , they will say that I'm too young to leave far away from them and they will tell me that they want me to be a doctor , they are my parents and I know their reaction from now and ..... ~what else ?! ~... I can't leave them alone after all this time , I can't leave my family , my friends and my life to start a new one , it's selfishness ... ~no , it is not~ ..... my mom will always quarrel with my dad and I won't be here to stop them . ...~Don't forget that it's also your dream , think how much you'll be happy ~ .... but I can't , I can't I just can't ....."

" Lydia ! hey , where are you ? you really win ?! Wow , We didn't know that you can dance and sing in the same time ?! what did you win and how ? we wanna know everything but now come on we're late , we have to go home " Her friends called here while she was into a big war between she and her mind .

" Y...yeah I'm coming , but when did you arrived ? I didn't see you "

" Not for a long time , you didn't see us cause your mind was far away . And now tell us , how was it ?! and what was your feeling when they called you're name that you're the winner ?!"

" I will tell you everything in the car , now we have to go , we're too late , I will have many problems with dad and mom and also a long boring speech , but ..... "

" But what ?! "

" Nothing ... nothing , let's go , I will know what to do when we arrive , I hope that I won't provoke a third worldwide war "

" hahaha don't be stupid of course a cute baby like you won't do it , you can't even make my little brother crying and you'll be the cause of a war hah?! so sweet"

" yes , yes , chut up now stupid girl , haha thanks "

" thanks for what ?! "

" For make me always smile and laugh even when I'm not okay , thanks "

" Don't say that , we're friends no ? it's normal to this "

" Yes but I'm still thinking " ~ How can I tell them and ... .

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