5 Okay

Don't say, you don't say

I got dirty in my own veins, Cobain Tryna' stop me, I'm like no way, no way

All I know is okay, okay

Tryna' fuck me I'm like okay, okay

Pop another I'm like okay, okay

Psychopathic but it's okay, okay

I can feel it in my brain

Hit the tongue, watch it dissolve, just take a taste, yeah

She gonna make decisions either way

I swear ever since I hit it I ain't ever been the same, yeah

"Everyone welcome Chase Atlantic"

I stood there stunned, everyone stood still waiting, but no one came out, I started to think Ang was messing with us, but I felt bad Rich looks so let down, I patted his shoulder.

I was about to say something until I heard someone yell, "Look, someone's coming!"

I turn my head to see the person was right, three guys were walking onto the stage, my mouth dropped, Richie looked like he was going to burst, everyone was silent.

I looked to Ang and she winked at me, I have a feeling this wasn't just for Richie, grabbing the mic she spoke. "Give them a round of a applause!"

Clapping erupted around the room, I was still to stunned to even blink, Chase Atlantic is really here, on stage, in my presence.

One of the guys walked up to the mic, he had long hair pulled into a bun on top his head with loose braids on both sides of his face.

Taking the mic he put it to his mouth. "Hello Seattle, for those who don't know us we're Chase Atlanti-"

A scream from the crowd cut him off. "WE KNOW WHO YOU ARE,I LOVE YOU!"

He chuckled in the mic. "Well, good to know" his Australian accent getting thick.

My heart fluttered at the sight of his smile.

He kept talking, introducing himself as Mitchel, pointing to his brother Clinton and their friend Christian, they all had long hair, dark grunge street style, and a vibe that reeked kings.

Taking their places Mitchel at the mic , Clinton on the saxophone, Christian on the guitar, the crowd went silent you can hear someone else's heartbeat.

They began to play and I immediately knew the song, the song I played when that day happened, the song I would never forget.

They were playing into it, I felt Deja vu, feeling someone wrap their arm around my waist I turn to see Ang, she was looking up at the stage, she looked at me her face turning into worry she leaned whispering into my ear. "What's wrong?"

I looked at her with a look of confusion, she pointed to my face, bringing my hand up to my cheek, I feel it's wet.

I was crying, I didn't even realize, Ang hugged me while we both watched them play, ending their song they started on another one, hearing the beat me and Ang got excited, Mitchel started rapping.

Yeah, positively thinking got me reaching now

Positive I'm blinking, but I don't know how

Positive an oxy just went in my mouth

Positive I've died tonight, no fucking doubt

As soon as he hit the first "Okay" the crowd jumped in sync, dancing to the beat, every okay he said we jumped our hands in the air, Me and Ang acting a fool we showed off. Laughing and dancing I didn't realize we had six pairs of eyes on us.

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The band took a break, kinda a break, they were surrounded by girls, me and ang went to the bar to get a drink, ordering the same thing we had the first round we waited.

Richie ran up to us almost hug tackling Ang. "Thank you thank you thank you! BEST BIRTHDAY EVERRRR!"

We laughed at his bubbly excitement after a thousand hugs and thank you's he went back to wherever he came from.

I turned to Ang. "So, how'd you book them?"

She smiled, looking around her to make sure no one was listening she whispered. "I kind of have a thing going with one of the members."

I gasped my eyes going wide. "Really?! Which one!?"

She laughed. "take a guess."

I looked over at them. "Clinton?"

She shook her head.

"Christian?"

She shook her head again.

My heart sunk at who was remaining last, I asked in a croaky whisper. "Mitchel?"

She nodded happily, our drinks came, grabbing mine and hers she blows me a kiss ."Aren't I lucky?" turning she walked over to the still crowding group she pushes her way through, handing my drink to Mitchel.

"Yeah..lucky." Watching them I saw Mitchel put his hand around Ang's hip, my eyes starting to sting with tears I turned abruptly walking to the exit.

Stepping out into the cool air, I let out a shaky breath, sniffing I take out a bottle of pills, I don't know what kind are in their I just have them, I pop the top off pouring some in my hand, just as I was about to throw them back a voice stopped me.

"Not gonna share?"

I turned to see a shadow leaning against the wall, smoking he blew out a huge puff of smoke.

"Sorry I don't share."

He chuckled. "Fair enough, what are you doing here all alone in the dark?"

I shrugged. "I could ask you the same thing.."

Putting out his blunt he walks toward me, I still can't see his face but his voice is oddly familiar, he holds up something rectangle and I take a step back. "Calm down love, it's a book."

I laughed. "Why are you reading in pitch black?"

"I wasn't I had my flashlight on, then when you came out here I hurried and turned it off." he stated.

He sounded like he was telling the truth. "What book is it?"

I heard footsteps, then the door opened, still hiding his face he answered. "The Chronicles of Vladimir Tod." and with that he left.

I stood there shocked, I run to the door trying to see if I can catch him but to my dismay the person was already gone.

Hearing the mic screech I heard Christian speak. "We had fun performing for you guy's tonight, but we must be going."

The crowd all went 'awh' making the members chuckle, packing up they were heading to leave, when I saw Ang run up and kiss Mitchel on the lips making the crowd roar, making my heart break.

I looked away, trying to keep the tears at bay, she waved as they walked out, Mitchel caught my eye and held it for a second, then he followed the other two out of the door, it could be me, but I felt like that look meant something.

~~~~~Later At Home, 1am~~~~~

I began to strip out of my clothes, grabbing a towel I walk into my bathroom, turning the switch on I tilt it to where it's hot.

Stepping in, throwing my towel over the shower door I walk under the water letting it run down my hair to my back, relaxing my tense muscles, I sigh.

Closing my eyes rubbing soap on my body, I started to feel weird, like someone was watching me, turning to my left I see Angeline close up to the glass, like her nose 1 inch from it close, her eyes were wide and insane looking, I jumped dropping the soap.

"Ang?" I said.

She just stood there staring at me with those wide eyes, I started to shake, then without another word she walked off.

What the hell was that about?