13 NOT STRONG FOR ANOTHER DAY

I feel so empty,

Don't know what to believe

Broken inside,

This pain I can't conceal

Knife at my wrist

Is this how it ends?

Am I strong enough

To face this mess

I'm taking it slow

I'm taking it far

Want to know the reason behind this

I'm letting it stay

Even when I have no breath to take

I'm… almost done with my life….

I know I'm not strong enough

I'm all alone

In this darkness of mine

I'm confused, and I'm hurt

I wish this was a dream.

Did I lose myself again?

Did I lose it all?

If I could have one last wish

I'd wish to change it all

I'm taking it slow

I'm taking it far

Want to know the reason behind this

I'm letting it stay

Even when I have no breath to take

I'm... almost done with my life…

I know I'm not…

Why is it always me?

To make things worse again

A war against the agony in me

Is it that hard to win?

(I'm so tired)...

I'm taking it slow

I'm taking it far

I don't care about the reason behind this

I'm digging my grave

I am taking away this pain

I'm almost done with my life

Because I'm not strong enough,

To fight for another day.