1 Chapter1: i’m hurt

POV: Ersa

Like always i can't sleep. Now it is 3:44 am and i'm still here on my bed and don't know how to tell my parents that i don't wanna get married and that i actually like girls. There is no way i can tell them because they would hate me for liking girls. I love my best fired isabell she is the best person i've ever met. She is always friendly to everyone and also she is loved by everyone. Even my parents love her, but if they would know that i feel more than friends for her they would probably hate her and me. My parents want me to marry this one guy. His father is my fathers friend. I told my parents that i don't want too but they just said that i became a women now and my job is it too marry a men and have kids but of course i don't want too do that. Isabell still don't know that, i should tell her.

I took my skateboard and just went out too skate a little. I know its now 4:12 am but i don't really care.

As i was skating i noticed a girl sitting she was looking at the dark sky. She looked interesting i looked at her from the site. She was looking really cute her nose was red because it was cold, her eyes are crystal blue. She is beautiful.

POV: Sorana

My parents were fighting again. Its 2:44 am. I just went out and now i'm sitting here in the dark. I'm reading a book called 'from friends to lovers' (this book does not exist) as i was looking at the dark sky it was beautiful. I wish my parents would stop fighting and just divorce it would be better than hearing them fighting over nothing.

I noticed that someone was watching me from the site so i turned to the site and put off one earphone. I was listening too 'one more time' from yaeow. After i noticed this beautiful girl staring at me i felt something i just felt when i falled in love.

We were still looking at each other it felt like forever but she broke the eye contact and tooked her skateboard and left.

I felt weird after that. Who was that girl but it felt like i know her from some wehre, but i don't remember maybe the uni? I'm not sure. After that i went straight home.

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When i came home i saw my dad drinking again. "Where is mom?" I asked.

"This bitch is sleeping" he said. Just to check that he didn't hit her i went too look at her. When i was 13 i started to hate my dad for doing that. When i was infront of the door from my parents room i got scared. What am i going to see there? I really hope she is fine. I slowly opened the door and saw my

Mom crying herself too sleep. I teared up but didn't wanted that she saw me crying. I went to her and hugged her. Now she really started crying. "Mom let's leave pls...let's run away ok? Please?" I asked and started to tear up. "Where...where should we live huh?" She asked me and now i see her eye. She got beaten up... "mom i have a job i can get us a apartment and we would live there." I said. "Alright sweetie you search for a cheap apartment and i search for a job and if the time is right we will leave this house ok?" She said with hope in her eyes. "Thank you mom...i love you" after i said that i hugged her. She hugged me back "i love you too" she said back. After that we falled asleep together.

POV: Ersa

After we had a long eye contact i just tooked my skateboard and skated back home. I couldn't sleep all i was doing was thinking about this girl. But after i saw what time it is i went to sleep bc i still have uni in a few hours.

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