5 Chapter 4

My favourite saying is now, why do I even bother, why because I'm lazy and can do anything without thinking but i'm not good at socializing. In fact i'm the worse why, people are afraid of me, some look up to me and other just avoid me. It made me isolated from people, now I don't really know how to interact with others.

"I'm doomed," I say, why i'm doomed is because I have to talk to a few people soon. Why, they want to interview me and I'm incredibly socially awkward at the moment. I also feel horrible because they will be here in twenty minutes, CRAP.

I'm pacing around the library room because I am legit freaking out. "Calm down Zero Calm," I breathe in and out slowly, trying to calm myself down. "What are they even interviewing me for?" I asked myself.

The other children were watching from the library door, following my movements with their eyeballs actually no with their whole head. " 'Their probably thinking i'm some type of psychopath, oh wait they already do since they hear me talking to myself all the time, well maybe," I accidentally said my thoughts out loud. The children laughed and ran away when I gave them the death stare. "Ten minutes to go, maybe I just won't talk unless it's a important question, ah yes that's what I'll do," trying to up my spirits.