12 Slept in the bar.

Why do it feels so new like it was first time even if it's not.

I sat properly when I saw him walking towards to his car. I tried to act cool especially when he got in and get ready to drive and leave the place.

I never give him a glance as he did too. We're quite the whole ride 'till we arrived to the house.

"ahm. I'll cook now for dinner. What do you want?"

I said and asked, never giving him a glancing just continued walking inside of the house then went to the kitchen didn't wait his response.

Hating myself for being how stupid I am. My mind are spacing out and going to somewhere on earth. Any stupidities are running into my brain.

How could it be possible that when you have an experiences even to such things more than in just a kiss. Will be like or it feels new when you accidentally been kissed?. That was really stupid of me. I'm just being paranoid and overreacting to what happened.

Why would it be like, it's bringing me something so weird and got nervous to something I can't point it out.

I went close to the stove after finishing what I'm going to cook then turn it on and put the frying pan, trying my best to divert my focused on the things that are form in my mind and never leave.

The feeling of my lips touched his makes me blush for thinking about it because it's really soft that I wanted to  kiss and touch. I shook my head to stop from thinking about me kissing and touching his lips. Goodness I'm being pervert and horny right now. I don't know why do I suddenly felt this.

This is frustrating me so much. I have to think something that can be my divertion.

Because of being so preoccupied I forgot to put the ingredients so the result is the frying pan are the one that been cooked. I jumped in shock when he suddenly spoke behind me.

My heart pound faster like it's in the racer. I hurriedly turned off the stove and quickly put it to the sink and just answered without giving him a glance.

"ah.. Ahm.. I forgot to put the ingredients to frying pan because I was finding something in the living room and then just noticed when it's smoking"

Hope my alibi would work. I fixed everything on the kitchen that got messed because of me.

"yeah. That's the second time you almost burned my house woman."

He said then walk closer to me. And I felt uncomfortable right now.

Immediately my face heated because of what I am feeling right now. My body seems got trimbled.

I need to cool up myself to I hurried the food to cook it faster so I can leave now.

Maybe I can go to a bar or just somewhere near here to cool up myself. The feeling was too much that I can't take it anymore.

Maybe Eman can go with me to somewhere. Right that's a nice Idea. So proud of myself or Kries Mae perhaps.

After finishing the cooking thingy I prepared it all to the table and then turned to Ezriel who was standing while watching me to what I was doing.

I frowned before telling him that he can eat now and I will just go outside to ventilate and be right back after a minute.

"ahm. You can eat now. I'll just go outside to ventilate and be right back after a minute."

I said then didn't wait for his answer and just went outside of the house then sigh after.

I went to the gate and then walk to go to Kries Mae and Eman's House.

When I got to their house. I just stand in front and looked around.

I shoved my other hand to ring the doorbell and after a minute someone opened the door and the maid come out.

"yes madam?"

She asked and I look at to her back before answered.

"is Kries there?"

She nodded and then said.

"yes ma'am. What do you want from Lady Kries Mae?".

Before I could answer her. Kries walked towards me and then she told to their maid that I'm her friend and also a neighbor. The maid nodded and left.

"yes Khiella?. What brings you here?. Hm?. Did you already miss me huh?".

I rolled my eyes to what she said and then shook my head.

"ahm. No I just came here to invite you to go somewhere just to cool up and or ventilate.. Yeah that's it".

She stared at me for a moment before pulling me inside of their house and went to her room very excited.

"owh..I'm so glad that someone invited me. Now I can go to the bar and experience how to be wild. I'm so excited."

She excitedly said while rushing, finding her dress to wear. I just shook my head because I never said we're going to a bar but since she insisted it and wants to try to be there. Then I'll come. But I don't have nothing to wear since it's an unplanned.

"I will guess you don't have anything to wear. Don't ya' worry about that because I'll let you borrow mine. Here"

She said and handed me her dress. I look at it and it's very skinny sexy dress. I looked at her but she was already on her closet so I also changed my outfit then we looked at each other to the mirror. Kries giggled as she's staring ourselves in the mirror.

Kries wearing a also very skinny sexy and short dress that are fitted on her slim body.

Her skin and boobs are slightly exposed. Kries is so attractive to her outfit. She looked at me very excited and then pulled me out of her room.

"you're so beautiful Khiella. You have a very curvy sexy body and I really loved how your butt and body healthy".

She said and then pull me again to went downstairs and walk towards the door and got outside. We went to her car and quickly got in then started the engine.

Suddenly wondered why Eman is not there. I look at Kries ask her if where is her brother because I didn't saw him.

"Kries where's your brother?. I did not see him on your house."

Kries turned to me and back to the road again before answering me.

"My brother is in somewhere I don't know"

I just nodded because it seems like a nonsense especially her answer. Well it doesn't matter I'm just curious why she's left alone with their maids.

After an hour we finally arrived to the bar. Kries excitedly got out of the car and so I was left alone inside but she immediately run back and pulled me again to went inside of the bar.

I roamed my eyes to the place and saw lot of people dancing very wild on the floor and the others making out. The smell of alcohol and cigarettes are mixing to the whole place.

"come let's go there Khiella. Let's drink whiskey and tequila"

She said and I just watched her while pulling me to the counter of drinks.

It's been a long time since I last drink alcohol and got drunk. But promised to myself that I will never do it again.

I hate it so much. All the memories of me drinking alcohol and do such things was like a nightmare to me right now that I wanted to forget.

We sat down and buy a drinks. Kries ordered a hard drinks so I worriedly looked at her. I don't think she used to her drinks.

"Kries are you sure about this?. I bet that you are not used to hard drinks. You should order a mild one".

I said but she quickly shook her head while I'm still talking.

"No it's okay Khiella I want these drinks. You know this is can be my escape from reality."

I stare at her. I think she has a problem because if she don't surely she won't say those words about escaping from reality.

"spill it Kries"

She turned and looked at me in the eyes and back to the bartender.

"you know what this is my first time going here. To this kind of place where people are wild and you can see some of them making out and fucking everywhere to this place.... I haven't experienced going to somewhere aside to school and of course our freaking boring house..... My parents used to leave us with maids. They always choose business first than me and my brother...... You know life was so sucks "

She said and laugh like it's funny.

Kries trying to rebelled because she thinks that all of her life is like a prison or something. And never been chosen by her parents over their business.

She drink purposely and stood up then look at me.

" come on to the dance floor. Let's get wild"

I stood and let her pulling me to the crowd and dance very wild. I watched her dancing and something inside me saying that I shouldn't let her went to this kind of place she don't belong.

She shouldn't be here. I need to convince her leaving but how will I do that if I'm also drink a lot of whiskey and tequila that are now mixed on my throat shivers down on my system.

Also the lights making me dizzy.

I cannot stop myself from being wild too like everyone.

Men while I noticed that Kries Mae is not in front of me anymore so I stopped dancing and look around but I didn't see her.

I didn't notice the hours if how long I've been here dancing and Kries suddenly left me.

I got out of the crowd and look around to find her but didn't see her.

A thought about something came up to my mind and Hurriedly walked faster to upstairs and went to every private rooms quickly but still did not find her.

I'm so frustrated right now that I don't see her anywhere but this is my last chance.

I opened the last room and it's locked so I used my technique to open the door and successfully open it.

So I went inside of the room.

I heard moans that are coming from bathroom so I roamed my eyes to find the source of the sound and went quickly.

I know it's Kries Mae. The voice of a woman moaning and screaming was evident that it's really her.

I tried to open the door of the room but it's locked and I know it has a double lock that frustrates me more.

This is my fault. If something happened to her more than this is I was to be blamed.

Shit I'm so desperate now to open the goddamn door.

"owh.. Ahh"

Her moans makes me more desperate and frustrated that I couldn't even think properly to what should or supposed to do, to open this goddamn and fucking door.

"please I want more... Mo... More pleasure".

"My.... Owh my goodness.. I... I ne.. Never thought.... That the pleasure... Ahhh.... Will be this too much... Owh.. Ahhh.. Faster... Even ahhh.. Your uhmmm.. Ahh are huge".

"shit your so delicious. Can't get enough with this"

"owh hell.. The feeling was mutual"

Mierda! Mierda!!. Right now I know that what's happening inside of this room. To Kries and to the freaking who ever the man is. I know that they are reaching the climax or already reached it but they are just repeating it because of the too much pleasure it gives them. Based on what Kries and the man saying.

I sat down and just waited them to finished. And surely it will be done at dawn.

This will be blamed to me. How stupid of me for letting Kries to go to this freaking stupid place.

Regrets and guilt shivering on my system. I shouldn't invite her going somewhere.

This will hunt me. This is my fault all my fault.

I don't know what I'm going to do right now. I feel like, I bring someone and makes her experience what I have been through on the darkness.

The feeling of guilt that it feels like I did to someone what those people I hate the most did to me.