4 Philippines

........ Girl's Point of View.

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I was left alone here in the house of the man who bumped into me. And unfairness it is really beautiful.

It's a Huge house I've been dreaming. What is his name again ?. Ez .. Ezyael ?. Elzyazrael? Abzzsaasbababablabla ?.

Whatever. what good I can do here in his huge mansion. He don't have a maid or anyone else here. Maybe someone is malignant here in his house.

He doesn't have it because he don't need right?. So no one can see me if whatever I do here. I roamed my eyes all over the house even more with a smile that made me think.

I immediately went to his kitchen and then looked for something to cook. I will bake and do a tutorial. I smiled and then started to do what I planned. I released all the ingredients that will be needed and not necessary as long as I experiment.

Well not bragging. I'm really good at this, I have an best award in cooking.

I also took out all the plates even though it was too much.

I sang the song I've just heard a while ago at the neighbors house, as if I already knew it, even if it's not.

Dance nails. When it was done and I  placed it in the oven.

I looked around for a while and then I walked to the living room I was amazed at the size of the TV here so I immediately looked for its open button and I found a remote control so I took it.

I sat on the sofa then pressed the red buttom on the remote but I was surprised it did not open so I repeated the cup pressing it. I was surprised that suddenly someone spoke and echoed somewhere. I immediately stood up and turned around and bit my lip because I was nervous. there might be a ghost here.

"system is activated"

Heard the cup again. I'm really nervous. What do I do with a ghost here.

I was surprised when it has a sound again, echoed to the house because it suddenly rang so I was even more startled.

I looked up nervously but I was surprised as the ceiling slowly opened and the chandelier split.

Waaahhhhhhhh!!!! Mierda!!! Mierda!!!!.

This house is demonic.

Waahhhhh mierda mierda!!!!!!

I screamed in my mind and tried to calm down. Later on, the walls of the house seemed to be divided. I jumped in fear. I immediately jumped and plunged into the sofa and covered my ears that covered my face because of my arm.

Later I noticed that I did not hear anything. slowly I opened my eyes and was surprised because of the beautiful view I could see outside. It's amazing because this house is made of pure glass.

Then I realized that the remote I got was not on the TV but throughout the house.

I took the remote to the floor and stared at it. I smiled broadly I would have pressed it again when suddenly someone spoke.

"fire!"

"kitchen is burning!"

"kitchen is burning!"

"kitchen is burning!"

It repeated so I was suddenly nervous. What is it.. fire ?.

Fire?.. Fire?. Where ?.

For a moment I was nailed to my stand. I bit my lip so hard because I didn't know what to do.

"kitchen is burning! "

"kitchen is burning!"

Mierda=( Shit)

"Mierda!" I cheaply then run towards the kitchen which is very cluttered burning.

The oven and stove are on fire now, what should I do ?.

I immediately climbed up and then headed to cr, to get some killer water to stop the fire from burning the kitchen. I took the shower cup then ran out but it didn't work out.

"Mierda! Mierda!"

I then let go of the shower and ran downstairs but immediately remembered that I did not have a bucket containing water .

I immediately went down and ran to the kitchen and then I threw it into the fire but the fire was spreading all over the kitchen. My chest is already overflowing with so nervous I am feeling right now and got a tears in my eyes starting to form.

I immediately looked for water to stop  the fire, I was even more nervous when someone rang the doorbell and it looked like it couldn't wait because of the noise of this house. The door immediately opened and the person who entered the kitchen went straight on. I was startled when I recognized the one who entered.

"what the hell is happening here?!!

I bit my lip because of nervousness and fear.

"what the hell did you do? !!!!!"

He even told me that he was shocked by what had happened. He immediately went to a room that turned out to be Cr and then took a lot of water to put out of the fire he immediately approached the oven and turned it off.

when the fire subsided, I sighed but I felt nervous and scared.

"What the hell did you do ?!"

I looked at him but I also avoided and bowed down due to fear and nervousness.

"I'm really sure he'll be so mad if he finds out what mess have you done to his house"

I feel like crying because of the fear and anxiety I feel.

I really felt so anxious also when thinking that if, that man got home and see this mess. I'm sure he won't hesitate to cast me out of his house.

If that happens. Where do I live?, where am I goin' to stay?. At the street?. Where am I goin' to sleep?. At the street?.. No.

I don't know what I'm goin' to do or what should I'm going to do after this. Surely the man who take me to his place won't hesitate to fend me off.

I don't know where do I'm going or stay if that happen.

The man who brought me here will be my way to be officially out of the dim place I was once in.

I choose to live here even it has an exchange. I won't mind that but right now I felt pity for myself.

I don't want my efforts would turned down or be wasted and useless.

Oh crap. Don't really know what do to right now.

I look at the guy standing infront of me. I swallowed before say anything.

"I didn't mean it"

I said in a croaking voice.

"I... I really.. I really... I just... Ahmmm.. I'm just cooking and got distracted at the sudden change of this huge house that I did not notice and forgot what Am I doing at the kitchen".

I said slightly bowing my head. He sigh and look at me for a moment then massage his timple and look at me again. I looked away and bowed my head again then collided my fingers.

"how will you explain this to him?. You did a big strange stain to his kitchen"

I looked down and bowed my head more. Guilt crept on me, I know I did a big mistake because of my ignorance. I'm not came from a wealth family like them, I came from a poor family.

"please .. I did not mean it don't tell him what just have happened so you can evict me here from his house I can not stay".

I beg. He just shook his head in a disappointment.

"you're crazy and fool"

Can I step on it?. His really mean with his words.

"Even if I don't speak or complain he will know and he will know what you did. Look what have you done ?, look what mess you made. Tsk. Tsk. Tsk."

I'm really in tears, he doesn't know how hurt I am because of what he just said. what I'm going to do now?.

I really don't mean it, I really don't mean it.

I started walking towards the very cluttered kitchen and it was dirty because the fire marked it all over the kitchen. with tears in my eyes I wiped it with a rag even though it was hard to remove it.

This man just watches me while still shooks his head. I didn't really mean it.

"what are you doing crazy?"

Said by him. He even asked how stupid it was and it was really obvious But then He will ask questions. he is a stupid too.

"cleaning probably" I said then sniffed and continued cleaning.

"tsk. As if it will work"

I glared at him angrily and frowned.

"Can you just keep quiet ?.I know I made a mistake okay ?. I'm not as rich as you. "

I said annoyed to him and then turned my attention back to what I was doing and was getting annoyed by him even more.

I know I made a mistake, I will admit and accept. It's okay not to do it over and over again because the pain is so annoying. This is stupid

But if this man is painful to speak, how can that one. But hopefully the opposite.

I should just thank him because he is the one who witnessed the case.

I just swallowed and bit my lip because of that thought.

I don't know anyone here in manila and also I'm afraid that he may be here in the Philippines because I am sure he is looking for me or maybe he is the one looking for me.

It is not impossible for him to think of going home to the Philippines. But he probably didn't think I was here.

so I should not be evicted from this house I need the man who settled me here in his house.

"so .. What are you goin 'to do now? If he get home I'm sure he'll be mad at you, especially that you're just a nobody and a stranger."

Shaking his head and then walked away. I was left alone here in this house again.

It seems like I just don't have everything like what said meant that. But I won't lose hope, I'll find someday what or who will give color to my pale life. And gives me a thousand reasons to live.

As time went on I became even more nervous. Even more when the sound of a car parked outside. I was nervous and scared really hard.

I felt very nervous and scared especially when I heard it enter and walk towards the stairs but it stopped. I heard the footsteps of his shoes towards it in the kitchen.

I am now dead here. I could not breathe with the extreme nervousness and fear I was feeling.

dead.

Really dead.

Head over heels.

He was getting closer and closer to it.

This is really sucks.

There it is.

There really is.

He is close.

He is really close.

Wahhhh .. As in he is close.

Really really.

I accelerated my wiping even though there was no change.

he reached the kitchen for a while. I was overwhelmed by his shout.

"WOMAN!!!!!!!!"

Shocks I'm really nervous that he surely will drive me away.

"WHAT.. THE.. HELL.. HAVE.. YOU.. DONE.. TO.. MY.. HOUSE?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

his thunder voice echo that coverd to his huge house and the nerve. Anxious shivers down my spine, I am so terrified by the moment or every moment.

He immediately walked towards me and grabbed my wrist. He's very angry.

This is what I'm talking about. I will never do it again, I swear.

"WHAT A MESS YOU'VE MADE!!!?!"

He angrily said to me.

"I.. I'm sorry"

I said with a small voice.

"sorry?.. Huh!!. Your sorry is not enough woman!"

I want to cry right now.

"Now. YOU!!. GET THE FUCKING HELL OUT OF HERE!!. GET OUT OF MY HOUSE, YOU STUPID WOMAN!!"

He said angrily then pulled me to the door and then pushed me out of his house.

I really can't. I just cried because it hurts again and I felt sorry for myself over and over again.

I hope he can't sleep tonight. I need him, really need him.

I just cried silently. don't know where I am going. I'm afraid to go out because surely when I step out of here maybe the news about me will be reported. The person I hate so much are maybe here. I really hate him, I hate them so much.

Why life is so suck?.

Why life is so fuck up?.

I can't take it anymore.

I was just outside of his house in the yard. It was so cold here I looked up at the sky and it was still misty and I didn't make a mistake because it was raining. I did not leave my seat. But I just let it rain.

until the dawn reached me without leaving. I feel so cold here.

I was surprised when someone put a jacket on me. I looked at the person who did that.

"come inside the house"

He said but I couldn't respond b'cause I was so stunned.

I could no longer bear the weight of what I was feeling so I realized I fell down and everything went black.

I didn't know what happened next.