1 Chapter 1

Bleu pov

I wasn't always this twisted I was mostly sweet. But now it's like I'm being controlled by something evil, I don't know what it is, but when it comes out it feels Soo GOOD. Have you ever held the heart of somebody who made you feel useless. No what am I talking about that's not good at all. Wait I know your confused let me explain

16 years ago

I was 2 years old I use to live with my mom, dad and baby sister. Every thing was good till he came. He took everything from me. IT'S WHY I HATE LOGAN NOW.

Well me and my parents were walking outside all of a sudden Logan ran up to us, he had a man take my sister away from us. She was only 5 months, all I know is he started taking off his rings then started beating up my parents, after a while he tied them up. Soon after he picked me up by my shirt and handed me his knife, he then told me to kill my mom if I didn't he would kill my dad. I remember it like it was yesterday

Logan: kill your mom or I'll kill your dad

Me: NO I WON'T

Logan: *slaps me* do it bitch

Me: *spit out blood* NOOOOOOOO

logan: *holds his sword to my dad neck and slowly starts to cut it*

Dad: *screams in pain*

Me: WAIT....if I killed myself u will save them

Logan: no.. one or the other

Me: I'm sorry *tries to stab myself*

Logan: *moves the knife and kicks me* KILL ONE NOW

Me: *starts crying and stabs mom in the chest* I'm sorry

Mom: it's okay. Just be safe... Just remember I love yo-*dies*

Logan: *pick me up by my hair* you are coming with me *kills my dad and walk away with me in his hands*

Me: let me go *struggling to get out*

Logan: nope

After a few hours of riding his horse he threw me in his cells and starved me for days  only giving me water. Everyday he made me fight for my right to live, I was only two. At the age of 4 I developed depression and started talking to myself. They say I developed an split personality. Now its hard to understand which one of me is really Me

(A/n: texts like this is evil bleu and text like this means normal bleu)

Logan: *walk in* lets go time to fight again.

(4 years old me) me: *grabs 2 daggers and walks out to the arena*

Logan: *in the royal booth* LET THE FIGHT BEGAN

Me: I don't wanna do this anymore. but I do. No. Oh shut up come on bleu let me take over. no. fine, I'll do it by force. *evil bleu takes over and starts running to the old man*

Man: *runs towards you with a sword* die

Me: *throws the daggers up while landing on the sword the man swung at me with then I grabbed my daggers and sliced his neck flawlessly*

Logan: AND AGAIN I WIN. BLEU BOW AND LEAVE

Me: *does as told*

When I was 7 I finally escaped it wasn't easy I almost lost my eye. One of my eyes is white and the other is blue, dark blue, I ran and ran till I found this village with this swords man. He raised me till I was 16 then logan found out where I was staying and killed him. So now my goal is to end his life