16 letting go

sitting in a pool of blood screaming in pain,

she felt the let down of labour but again too early he's not going to make it.

this was her third misscarrige but this time 7 months.

excruciating pain that she felt death may come at that moment simon appeared at the bathroom door.

"amy open the door...hey come on....I'm sorry I'm not angry about the party....I was tired....come on"

he'd had a fit when he came home to see a massive baby shower.amys mum organized it and was livid when he ruined it "simon I swear if you treat her like this I will take her back.graham made her his queen and never embarrassed her in front of anyone,if you REALLY love my daughter treat her right or fuck off"

when everyone left he was cussing she ran in the bathroom to have a bath and ignore his ranting.

she heard the door slam guess he went to get dinner ,he didn't want her to cook as she was getting very tired these days.

back to now he kicked the door and looked horrified he rambled