1 Good morning

In a big, busy, and crowded city in sathered there was one particular girl named chinchin. She hasn't quite found her purpose in the world yet like most of her friends. At age 16 and with a big mind full of adventures and imagination it's hard for her when the world doesn't except the qualities. She goes with the flow hoping something interesting happens everyday with every night going to bed with her hope broken finding herself crying. The cycle repeats with a little bit of bumps on her face and body from her abusive father. He doesn't sexually abuse her but mostly let's his anger out on her body every day.

"Uuugh" she slowly dragged herself out of bed with the help of 30 alarm clocks with all her hope gone. She finds it hard to wake up forcefully from a night full of studying for the big exams coming up in two days.

While brushing her teeth she looks at the wounds on her right cheek, neck, arms, and mostly the legs. She sighs, finishes brushing then puts on a big hoodie. It's very comforting and cozy while at the same time she can hide the wounds. Chinchin also bought some makeup to hide the wounds on her face and neck. She didn't do any eye makeup or lipstick since she doesn't really know how it works so she only does her skin. "Where is my-?" he paused from thinking out loud to find her phone and headphones "I can't go anywhere without these" the only thing keeping her calm and sane is music. Even though she never plays any instruments or know a single thing about how to make music, she loves listening to it especially some rap songs

"Time to go" she never eats breakfast or lunch but instead she only takes one meal a day. Whenever she forces herself to eat she somehow throws it up without meaning to. She puts her shoes on, grabs her bag, puts some music on then heads out to school. Her dad is mostly home by 9 pm so she has a lot of time till she has to return back home. Even though she can easily call the cops and end her situation, she feels very awkward to start conversations with people she never met before. With her friends she's a whole different person with big smiles and funny jokes and memes until they can't laugh anymore.

While walking to school she feels a hand rest on her shoulder. The feeling of being touched by her father came into her head and her body started shaking while being frozen in place. She quickly turns around breathing fast like a scared bunny about to run "who-" she paused slowly looking up to find out that it was only a friend named shimatsu

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