I LOVE YOU, I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED YOU. CAN YOU PLEASE FORGIVE ME? A son, my own...mine?!

Kane was his past, the past he wanted to forget but the past he kept forcing himself to re-live especially as his sweet dreams, the past that he would wake up at night and wish it was real but now it's the same past that he wishes never happened in the first place.It was like a time bomb waiting to explode at any time in his face

She was hugging him so tightly calling him Kane , he knew it was him she was calling but why when he was the monster that defiled her in the most despicable way he could not understand the mind of this woman, enjoying the hug he kissed her on the forehead then whispered a yes baby to her, a great pain squeezed his heart pushing a big potatoes towards his throat and was checking him. He pulled her closer to his body and hid his face on the cleavage of her neck covering his head with her hair ,there he stayed for almost ten minutes and cried.

He cried for himself, for his family every one of them that didn't deserve to die for his sins, he cried for her pain and all he made her go through he cried for his brother whom he loved more than anyone in this world but who was also not related to him by blood, fearing their fury and their hatred when his real crimes will come out he wanted both of them equally the fear of loosing them was great than the pain of dying hence he decided to take his own life.

How did I end up here

he was like a caged animal when he first saw her, she was just but a price he won that day no bought with cash,no biggy since money was never his problem, people were there slaving for him all he had to do was to spend the money , and what a better way to spend money if not to have fun and have what others can not...

he was going to have her and won't even remember the sensation or even her face, he promised himself.

After the act he was so sad that he went home to meditate over his actions, he left his friends wondering and guessing, little did they know that he was tormented , kept on seeing her and feeling and dreaming about he...which lead to his disappearance from the club and to an arranged marriage years later,

This beautiful young woman in his arms right now was his past mistakes, present challenge and future family, he only needed to play his cards well.

Damn girl , am really fucked up this time round .I am a father, I have a son how nice, he wanted to scream about it loud and inform his peers that he is way a head of them but joy and sadness don't mix, there is only one of it at a time, one has to go for the other to dominate, was crazy crying and smiling at the same time?

Jeez...,he had smeared her with his silent tears flowing effortlessly from his eyes , he wanted to say something but didn't know what to say or how to say other than keep quiet and let his tears flow. It was a beautiful picture, the girl consoling the boy who naturally should be doing the opposite of this picture, Take a picture it looked wonderful to imagine the feelings it was arousing around the hospital.

She looked up at him and comforted him, she told him the things he wanted to hear but failed to tell him the most needed word, the only thing he wanted her to say.. which was pretty big to him coming from her mouth, the word was this word 'I forgive you', it was all he wanted and it was gold coming from her mouth but she was too expensive and won't give it to him for free. where was he going to start this conversation.

I love you I've always loved you baibe can you forgive me, will you ever accept my apologies ?am really, really sorry, it may never change a thing but if you could find it in your heart please am on my knees and please tell me where my child is I need to meet him can you please say something, the excitement showing.

"Ben has a house at kiima "she said "...the boy has a nanny called Rachael, l liked her because of her name it reminds me of her, my mother, I call her mom, the boys name is Joe uncle Ben gave it to him.. " This was a classified information .Melody had never given it to anyone including her closest friends, she was still in limbo and unaware of her ratting so she told him everything he needed to know without her knowledge.

Few days later she had fully recovered and went home with Jeff, few days later Jackson sold all the properties belonging to uncle Ben and gave the money to the orphanage that raised Melody as her donation of thank you setting up a factory for them to sustain the running of the institution in order to never depend on donors and well wishers who end up picking kids as a reward for funding the orphanage.

Even though this was a good gesture coming from a stranger , Jackson did not do it from the heart

He was not a charitable person but did it for his selfish reasons best known to him.

Melody missed her family which was now her secret alone ever since her quote and quote husband died.

She send so many emails and never got any replies from her little' monkey' her son that what she called him and the child called her 'big sister' since nobody ever told him that she was his mother .

She was getting desperate and did not know how to break the news to Jeff who was like a bodyguard to her

little did she know that the boy was just in the neighborhood under her nose all this while.

Jackson kept the child entertained and busy all through, he had already introduced himself as daddy and to Melody's shock they were already referring to each other as dad and son . The big boy was already eight years old and easy to impress. Big toys , outings, vedio games you name them....it was like he was compensating for the eight years that he missed out of his son's life, not considering his mother , he kept the boy very occupied and forgot about his school schedule, little Joe was enjoying this kind of indulgence that even though he knew that he was supposed to be in school he chose to ignore.

Days went by till one morning...

"Oh my god, oh my god little monkey is it really you?!" Melody was shocked and excited to see Joe again.

"yes big sister, I found my real daddy ,don't we look a like?"

"...." how did he know she wondered, looking at the pair she knew he must have told the boy too much already.

"Yes you do, come give me a hug, when did you come here little monkey? "

"Two weeks now, I saw your emails this morning. I would have but my computer is broken, daddy fixed it and now we can chat . I will reply each message tonight big sister, I..."

"Go play I'd like to speak to your daddy" Melody did not wait for the child to disappear, she was so angered that she started quarreling him for his actions.

Jackson had already done a DNA with the boy.He was waiting for the the results but even so ,he wanted the mother by his side so he lied saying he didn't know about the little guy's existence and only learned about it during the visit to transact transfer of assets to the new owner , he then became serious like he was about to close a business deal, maintaining eye contact with the mother of the boy Jackson reduced their distance the said word for word in a very annoying manner

"The boy is mine there is no denying it , I wonder who the mother is, where she lives and with whom she...."

just by asking that he was given an open arm slap that send him to the floor lucky for them both the little monkey was no where to see this drama. Jackson got up and carried her to his bedroom to avoid farther embarrassment, he threw her roughly on his bed got on top of her and asked her if she wanted another child, how dare she provoke the mad beast within him.

"Do you want another one, one you are proud of one who can call you mother instead of big sister, huh?"

he was shading her clothes off her body one by one, in less than a minute she was naked top to bottom, even though he had he himself was fully dressed, she felt threatened and started begging him not offend her, it was not like he was going to do it he just wanted to command respect from her , he had learned his lesson and lived to pay the price but now that she was naked before him he wanted her in broad day light Jeff was outside curiously asking the little boy alot of questions and was afraid of what the boy would say.