10 I'm Completely Alone

My heart completely shatters when seeing them together that compares to a college sweetheart. I try to reach him but Jinwoo doesn't let me. He says that I need to leave him solely and avoid him but what should I do? These feelings are uncontrollable and screaming for his presence. I can't comprehend my feelings and something about him that craves me.  

I'm sitting on my bed, sobbing until my eyes couldn't produce any tears. My system feels betrayed and destroyed. I'm foolish to anticipate that Taehyung wants me. 

He wants to protect me but it's just an act and I fall for that act. How stupid I am, falling from his words. 

Youngjae is nowhere to be found and he doesn't give me a warning for his disappearance. He's the one who cheers me up. I need him and heap up my wrath to him. I'm completely alone.

My whole life depends on my brother but I don't want to be a burden. Thus, I'm trying my best to look okay to their eyes even if I'm not. I persist to attend my class, avoiding them wherever they are but I fail.

Every time I see them, Amia purposely leans towards him to kiss him from everyone, showing her property. Some students are applauding but most of them, raging in envy. I heave a heavy sigh before steps inside the principal's office and strive to alter all my schedule to nullify him. 

"Are you sure you want to adjust your schedule?" The principal asks. 

I respond with a nod. 

He bestows my new schedule and I go to my class. When entering the room, I run to Jungmin's spot and sit beside him. 

"What are you doing here?" He implores and I give my schedule to him.

"Why?" He adds.

"I just want to change my schedule." I forcibly give him a smile and look away.

"You are avoiding Taehyung and the reason is you are hurt. Am I right?" I nod.

Every time I feel wretched, he's the first one to know. It's like a string that binds to our hearts.  

"To enlighten you up, Taehyung and Amia are best friends for a long time, and they... they fall for each other, so they are now a couple." My eyes roll and smack the back of his head.

"You are not helping Minnie." 

"I'm just stating the fact, MinMin. Your feelings for him are infatuated." He says with a smile. I shake my head as an answer.

"I can't distinguish if my feelings for him are love but there's a connection between us that craves me. And it's the same emotions between the guy in my dreams and Taehyung. Is that possible?" 

Within a minute, he becomes silent.

 "Is it connected with my dream and the event 10 years ago? Am I crazy?" I urge and his eyes wide—surprise.

"Minnie, do you know anything?"

"I... I don't know what you're talking about MinMin. The last 10 years had nothing to do with your dreams. It is probably...You are crazy" He replies without glancing at me. 

After half an hour, my whole system shudders when our professor keeps his eyes on me as he discusses. I pat Jungmin's shoulder for his attention.

"Why?" He whispers.

I timidly point my finger to our professor, who's staring at us. His fist clenches and his pheromones darken. He mumbles incomprehensibly as he watches the man's figure. My hand touches his outer palm, helping him to relax. After class, he walks out of the room and leaves me behind. 

"Jungmin wait up!" I call him and follow him behind. 

Abruptly, we both stop from our track. My eyes travel to Taehyung and Amia, who's flirting. My teeth nibble my inner cheeks and stare elsewhere. 

I feel a horrible pang of envy but it shouldn't. We don't have 'us' to feel envious. My mouth heaves a deep, heavy sigh as the tears rush down my cheeks. 

"Let's go MinMin." He murmurs as he pulls me closer and gets back home. 

"I don't like that Amia." He mumbles.

I sit down and take off my shoes. He grabs his phone and calls someone.

"Jinwoo, tell Daewool to check her information. I have a bad feeling for her." He states and places his palm on his hip.

"MinMin, be strong okay? I'm always here for you. Ignore that Taehyung. He will realize what he's missing." He says as his glance at me with a hint of worry and sits beside me.

I nod. 

'I want you and you know that. Please have patience with me. I'm doing this for you.' Another familiar voice inside my ear.

I glance at Jungmin and ask. "Have you heard anything?" His brows furrows and shakes his head. 

"Another voice?" I nod.

"Maybe it's just your imagination. Don't think too much." I remain in silence. 

My mind reckons the incident yesterday and decides to notify him.

"Are we a noble?" I ask out of the blue. He looks away as he scratches his nape.

"W... what makes you say that?" He asks.

"Amia called me princess," I confess. 

His eyes roll and his feet stomp before wanders upstairs and my eyes just follow him storming out. 

"He just stepped away without answering my question. He knows something. Why is he hiding it from me?" I cross my arms while closing my eyes. 

My eyes shot open when feeling a gaze from outside. I stand up as my feet lead in the playground. 

Suddenly, I step inside the playground as I sit on the swing. My head cock on the side when a 2 men's figure with a bunny mask in front of me. I step out and run when hearing the heavy footsteps follow behind me. I look behind and suddenly, 2 men's figures chasing after me. I rush quickly to get back home without turning around and look behind. 

I hear a loud thump and I tempt to look behind. When I look at them, I scream and run fast. My entire system feels relief when seeing my house.

 "JUNGMIN! HELP!" I cry out and race to the house. 

I glance from behind and they are chasing after me. I look around if anyone passes through us but oddly, no one is around. It's getting odd, realizing that streets quiet down, no cars, and people rushing through the road. 

"JUNGMIN!" I howl. 

My sweats and tears run down my face as my system shudders down my spine, terrifies for my life. 

"Don't run anymore, princess. You can't reach your house." I startle on his words. I stumble as my body gives up and breathless. 

I glance when hearing a loud laugh. I crawl as they attempt to reach my arms. 

"Taehyung, please help me," voluntarily calling him with a gloomy voice. 

I sigh in relief when a guy appears and rescues me. The man beats them and suddenly, my body feels weak as my vision blurs and in a second, my body completely shut down.