1 End of fucking requited love ( Part 1)

" Ugh", I woke up from those nightmares again.

I've been getting them for a while now.

My screams reached through every corner of my big grand mansion.

All maids dashing towards me with genuine concern in their eyes didn't matter to me.

The only thing that mattered was "HIS" attention.

I was craving his attention for such a long time but he doesn't look the way I look at him.

I tried a lot of things to make him realise that I never thought of him as my brother.

"How could I ever love someone else as much as I love him."

I wondered every time I would gaze at him.

He was my only family member left in this lonely world and I never want him to look at me with disgust.

That's what haunted me whenever I would try to confess my feelings to him.

Our first meeting was just like a fantasy novel that I read.

Sunlight surrounded him forming glitters that sparkled like jewels.

He was my long lost stepbrother who came to take me far away from this awful place where I once resided.

He was my only sunshine which I was not willing to share with anyone and his kindness towards everyone was something that seemed to attract every woman like flies.

I thought he had eyes on only me... it's okay if he thinks of me as his sister, dotes on me, cares for me with kindness and never leaves me alone.

I was living in that dream for a while now which seems to shatter like my heart.

This seemed to last for a while now. I heard he was getting engaged!