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dixi pov

ok so theres this HOOOOOTTT girl and her name is billie eilish. she makes music and its fuckin dope. thats just kinda a lil bit of shit thats goin on in my mind rn.

as i think about this girl i get a message from my friend alix.

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alix | hey dixi theres this huuuuuge party happening tonight u wanna come? there might be stuff there for u ;) its at 8

dixi | sure

dixi | what kinda stuffffffff

alix | a surprise you dumb shit

dixi | o

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its almost 4 so i grab some shit and take a shower. i blast wwafawdwg and sing as i shower. when i get out i dry my hair and find a cute outfit. Some baggy black pants and a red cropped top should do well, itll be casual but cute. i grab my blohsh chain, hoop earrings and my favorite ring and put those on. i swipe on a bit of mascara and highlighter and then im done. i slip on some chunky combat boots and decide to take some cute mirror pictures.

{ i would insert a picture of billie wearing this outfit and say to pretend its dixi but i cant find the outfit now ughhhhh}

i shoot alix a text and she sends me the addy. i get in my car and drive there.

i arrive and alix is waiting outside the house. "hey bitch. come with me." she says. as she says i follow her. we walk all the way to the back of the house and thru a big black door. The lights are red and everyone is talking loud.

"alix. no you didnt." i say. "you fucking did not get billie to come here."

"yes i did." she says.

people beckon us to the middle of the room. i try not to show how happy i am that the girl ive manifested a relationship with for years is sitting in front of me.

"hey mamas, come sit down. whats your name?" billie says to me as i sit next to her.

"my name is dixi. no e at the end." i tell billie and the others. theres maybe 5 other people here. we got fin, claudia, alix, zoe, and drew.

"nice name. by what your friend alix has told me i guess you know who we all are?"

"yeah," i say, laughing.

"what should we do?" finneas asks.

"we should play two truths one lie. that would be fun." drew says.

"ooh. yeah. i vote billie to go first. all who agree say i." alix says. a burst of "i!"s breaks out across the room.

"ughhhh. fine." billie says to us all. she pauses in a moment of thought and everyone watches. "OOH! i have them. i have cried over being followed, unfollowed, blocked, etc by someone. i have lied about something super serious to interviewers, and i have or have had a crush on someone in this room."

"its gotta be the crush one. if you didnt cry over being followed by justin bieber i think we would all be concerned."

"nuh uh bitch. its the crying one. i just stood there in shock when justin followed me."

"wait, so is it had or has? or is it just respectfully simping?"

"mmm... has, but definitely more of respectfully simping." billie looks over at me and winks. did she wink? or was that my mind playing tricks?

"we should play truth or dare before we get kicked outta here." billie says. "alix, youre going first since you made me go first last time."

"whatever. ok dixi truth or dare bitch?" alix says, turning to me.

"dare. for real. im not a pussy."

"i dare you to take a sip of every drink here. right now. you said you werent a pus."

i sigh. "hand me the cups bitches. im gonna be hella drunk after this anyways." everyone hands me their drinks, one after the other,and i take a sip of every single one. as billie hands me her cup our hands brush and i run my fingers over her rings. she silently laughs, not trying to bring attention to us.

my head is already pounding as i say "drew, truth or dare?"

"dare. anyone can pick." drew responds.

"OOOH I GOT ONE! i dare you to do a round of spin the bottle and whoever it lands on you kiss. then if they feelin it you can spin again to send them to a rOOm with the next person it lands on."

((A/N I KNOW THIS ISNT HOW SHIT WORKS BUT I HAVE A PLAN FOR WHAT I WANT TO HAPPEN IN THE FIRST CHAPTERS AND THIS MAKES IT WORK!))

"fuck yeah. thats cool." drew spins a bottle and although shes cute she isnt who i would want to kiss at the moment. i cross my fingers next to me. billie must feel my hand next to her and she grabs it. my fingers relax as i feel the cool of her rings and intertwine my fingers with hers.

i feel my face get warm as the bottle slows down and it spins toward me. as always with my luck, the bottle stops with the mouth pointed directly at me.

"come here shorty." drew says, leaning in. i feel kinda weird. im 17 and i know shes older than me. i lean in but hesitate. "why are you hesitating? its just me, dixi." drew says.

"drew. bub. DREW." billie says, getting her attention. "go find someone else. dixi doesnt want to right now. she probably doesnt feel that well after all those drinks."

"yeah, my head really hurts..." i say, trailing off. all of the sudden i clutch my head and see everything go black in a flash of white hot pain. i feel myself falling and her a muffled thud.