2 Fate

"Are you ready?" The doctor says while looking at his clip board. I nod my head as the last episode of the season finishes. Following with the ending song which became a song which I would sing along to.

I close the laptop and pass it over to my mom which she grabs and gives me a small smile while holding onto my hand.

I send her a small smile. The doctor hands over his clip board to the nurse. "Well then, we'll move you to the room and prep for surgery."

I nod my head and they take me out of the bed and place me in a wheel chair. I turn my head back as they push me down the hall and wave slightly at my parents.

***

They place me on the surgery table and a bright light is flashed above me and my eyes slowly close, seeing the shadowy figure of the doctor and nurses.

Everything becomes dark.

There a figure lays amidst the dark and quiet space. Laying there asleep but not completely unconscious. I hear voices. 'Who?' 'What?' I think to myself. I can't move or open my eyes.

I feel cold and weak.

"Beep, Beep." the machine goes. The doctor looks at the heart monitor. "What? We found the problem with her organ and fixed it." The nurse besides the doctor says. "Why is her heart dropping? She's losing more blood."

"Get a blood transfusion now! We're stitching this up and finding the issue!" The doctor commands.

'Oh that's right...I'm in surgery. But why does things not sound good? Am I dying? Will this be it? I was getting myself back up. I was going to see if I could fix my legs. I had a tiniest hope left to save myself. My family, friends, teammates are waiting for me.' I say.

"You'll be able to fly. Follow the new path." I hear a voice somewhere. "What who are you? What do you mean?" I say questioning that voice for yet I still can't move or see where I am.

"Fly? What do you mean? Will I be able to fly? Can I play again!?" I ponder, sounding anxious.

No reply...Just beeping and the faint voices and sounds of the doctor and the nurses that are operating.

Minutes pass where silence takes over the area and I'm left to my thoughts in this cold place.

"Beep Beep Beep Beep!" The machine beeps quicker alerting the team of surgeons that there still is a problem and the patient is going down hill. "What is happening!!? You! Tell me her stats!" the doctor looks at the nurse and continues to work on me.

"D-doctor. Her stats show that her body temperature is rising, losing even more blood even with transfusion, along with her shaking. She is undergoing shock." the nurse states. "Tell me what medicine did we use? She may be reacting to it. Find it and get the medicine and supplies to counter react it."

"Hah....Am I going to die? I just really want to go back onto the courts again. I want to see the summit from above the courts, above the blockers. I want to play volleyball. I want to Fly." I say to myself. "I want to be like my old self...."

My mind wanders off, "He was so free. He was like the sun that radiated energy and hope...He was a crow that gave his team power and the team guided him. He, a human who has wings...Hinata Shoyo. A boy who went against such issues when height was needed but found a way to fight. A boy who flew onto the courts."

"A boy who had such dreams like I. I who had wings just like him who jumped to score. We who wanted victory and nothing to stop us from playing volleyball....But yet I fell, wings torn."

"A show which I could not relate more to. A show which is nothing more than fictional characters. But a show that still gave me the slightest hope to stand up back again. But yet I managed to fall right back down."

"Characters, teams, schools, teammates, friends, volleyball. That is what we all have in common, the love for volleyball. Characters who experience hardships that I've faced. Geniuses that seem to block your way to victory. Teammates and friends that have your back. But yet Volleyball, seems to bring us all together."

"So tell me fate, my destiny, my future, my outcome. Will I die here? Will this be the end to my volleyball?" I ask to whomever is listening to me. Whether it is god or celestial being that controls my life and destiny in their hands.

"Beep...Beep..................."

The coldness.....everything seems to no longer affect me. I blink my eyes open and see a vast white plane. I'm standing in a vast white plane that seems to go on endlessly.

A gush of wind blows in my face. Making my hair blow with it and a sentence follows with it....

"Fly. Your future awaits..."