177 Please, don't do this to me (TRIGGER WARNING)

[TRIGGER WARNING: NSFW/R-18/RAPE/ VIOLENCE/GORE/ SOMETHING YOU SHOULDN'T READ IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE IT]

My eyes don't leave Killian as a pair of rough hands grasp me. My back hits a man's hairy muscled chest. Killian raises his chin, watching me with ridicule, regret, and resentfulness. Someone stands in front of me, blocking my view. Someone gropes my chest. I wince in pain, realizing that I have to act. I can't let them do whatever they want. I have to fight back.

However, my mind is barely out of the confusion. My legs are parted. The grotesque thing is almost inside me. I realize that I can move my body. I scream, sending a kick at the penis while elbowing the creature who is rubbing his body against my butt. His hands are on my waist. The creature hisses at me, breathing down on my neck. 

"No!" I shout. My eyes are misty. I don't want this to happen to me. I would rather die. "Please, don't do this to me. I beg you!"