10 Chapter 9: Sacrifice of A Bleeding Heart

People often falsely accuse others of being foolish. That their actions have had some kind of negative impact on the world, and thus, they should be judged accordingly.

I don't believe in such trifles. I've never believed in the majesty of the universe. I was a failing student back in college—My words mean less than insect feces to certified philosophers.

However, hear me out. Just for a moment. Lend an ear to this poor soul who is nothing more than a foul parasite.

Could it not be that the majority were delusional? 

Perhaps they were blinded by the belief that their thoughts and actions were genuinely coherent. That the words they speak hold nothing more than pure truth.

When you close one eye, you become vulnerable to deception. But when you close both, you become incapable of making clear distinctions between what you believed to be right in front of you and what is actually in its place.

The deadly fangs of false truths have no need to evade the sight of what hasn't even bothered to become aware of its existence. 

With both eyes closed to reality.

With both eyes shut tightly to what is false.

Be devoured by the same delusions you've chosen to believe.

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▯Goburou | Rou | Day 6 | Goblins Den

My original understanding that all goblins were ugly proved to be incorrect. I understood this fact from the moment I was first able to walk again. 

There was a particular goblin who had a near human-like appearance with actual hair growing from atop its head.

Just at first glance alone, you'd realize that he was unique. However, that didn't really concern me too much, so I didn't pay him any attention thereafter.

After all, this world was centered around one fundamental rule. The law of the jungle. The strong survived and the weak perished. That was why I needed to be strong above all else.

In order to live this life to the fullest, I had to take the proper steps to ensure my survival. That was also why I decided to recruit my friend/tool, Gobukichi-kun.

He seemed like the rest—gullible and not all that smart, so it only took a few heartwarming words to convince him to join up with me.

Together, we were able to secure enough food to feed both of us till we were full. It was a good combination in my book.

With my esper ability that was somehow still here even after my reincarnation, 'Absorption', I could acquire skills and grow stronger upon eating different things, which further increased my power.

However, on this day, as I was about to head out to hunt with Gobukichi-kun, I couldn't help but pause for a moment.

Now, mind you, goblins were fundamentally weak by nature and had distinctly low intellect. Therefore, only individuals with wisdom and luck seem to survive.

Recently, Gobukichi-kun imitated me by equipping a wooden stick, although I'd seen even a clever goblin equipping it here and there.

Yet, here, I was met with the sight of nine goblins wielding various bronze weapons. Yes, actual bronze weapons. The unique goblin was included in that group.

Or rather, the other eight, who for some reason were all female, looked as though they were subordinate to the unique goblin who I'll now call 'Red' due to his eyes and for convenience sake.

Then, at that moment.

He turned his head.

Locking onto my own, Red gazed back at me with squinted eyes as his lips curved into a smile.

—A mischievous look that quite suited a cunning goblin like him.

This had now turned into something completely outside of my expectations.

In many ways, I was speechless.

There was a goblin intelligent enough to gather comrades and decisively command them. They somehow possessed weapons that may or may not have come from the room at the far back of the cave. I had no choice but to reevaluate the situation.

It was neither a good nor bad thing in my case. For now, they had nothing to do with me. And I didn't intend to antagonize them either, that is, as long as they did the same.

Moreover, excluding their weapons, they really didn't seem all that threatening. Yea, It might've been a hasty judgment, but I didn't sense anything out of the ordinary.

I decided to leave them to it in the hopes of keeping neutral relations. It wouldn't do for things to suddenly become dangerous.

If that happened, suffice to say—I would have to take matters into my own hands.

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▯Ezra | Ra | Day 7 | Goblins Den

Rain poured down as though the heavens were pissing on us. 

It's depressing. Is it wrong that I feel like curling up under a pile of fur and going to sleep?

It's either that or doing something outrageous. I just can't decide.

*Clank—Clank—Clank*

The sound of hard materials clashing against each other rang throughout the cave.

This fucker has no manners, haaaaang...….?!

I think that was a good delinquent imitation.

"Oh, that…what is he doing….?"

Kanami voiced in bewilderment from behind me. It was a question directed towards the sole goblin who made such a racket.

The others in our generation crowded around him to see what all the fuss was about.

Oh, look, it's a wild Protagonist...!

"That's called ingenuity. He doesn't have weapons as good as ours, so he has to make the most of what he has." I yawned and laid down on my back.

I think I'll buy some clothes next. This sweaty loincloth has seen its fair share of hardships.

"I see....?"

"It's pretty cool isn't it? It's okay to think it's cool."

"Hmm, I still think you're cooler…."

She laid down beside me. At some point, the other seven girls had come over to this side as well.

This is an invasion of personal space. Requesting assistance immediately...…!

"What's so cool about me? Aren't I just an ordinary fellow?"

"Of course not...! There's no way someone like you could be normal! You're smart, strong, handsome, and can make better weapons than him. You're amazing....!"

"You think too highly of me…."

Damn, all this praise is getting me riled up. Feels like I just downed an energy drink that inflates my ego.

Dangerous. I need a strategic retreat.

"....Gobu—no, Kanami is right, Nii-sama. No one can do what you do."

Fuuka came and laid down on my other side, moving in even closer than Kanami.

Trapped on all sides, retreat is no longer possible. I repeat, retreat is no longer possible, fight till the end—!!

*Slik—Slak—Slurp*

"Ah...?!"

I involuntarily shivered at the sudden strange sensation. I could hear a wet sound directly transmitted into my canal, yet both warmth and wetness caressed one of my ears at the same time.

Moving my head isn't an option. That automatic reflex has been turned off for reasons I can't even begin to understand.

Am I being molested? Is that what's happening right now?

*Slurp—Slip—Slop*

"F-Fuuka…..you, at this moment, what exactly are you doing…....?"

"..."

So we're playing the silent game, huh. 

I have a goblin-chan licking my ear full-time. You can't say that life isn't unpredictable.

"Hng...…"

Out of the corners of my eyes, I watched Kanami stare at me while groaning in displeasure. I like red flags but that's never a good sign.

Are you upset?

On a scale of one to ten, just how—

—She grabbed my dick.

I see, that is indeed quite the level of upsetness.

Glancing over at Fuuka one last time, she scooted down toward my pelvis, my lower abdomen, my goddamn crotch.

These events have turned at a speed faster than a rollercoaster. 

Since when have I been ensnared? Was this premeditated...…?!

"Huff…haa…huff…"

Kanami brought her face closer to the long tent hidden by thin cloth, before pulling it down and revealing a hardened cock.

It twitched as my waist convulsed slightly.

Welp, I've officially become paralyzed. Someone must've spiked my drink. There's no other way.

*Slaak—Slik—Sluk*

I can hardly think anymore with these sounds filling my head. Who would've thought that some shit like this would ever happen.

Kanami leaned in, her warm breaths hitting me as she eagerly sniffed the length of my shaft.

Then, she stuck out her tongue and began softly licking the glans.

"Oh~....."

My spine tingled. A sensation that stretched from my lower back up to my shoulders.

Inside my ear and on my dick, the warmth was intoxicating.

*Slurp—Cherub—Slop—Sluuurp*

Kanami stroked greedily along the underside with her tongue, flexing it around the sides and coating it in her saliva.

My hips and abdomen spasmed rapidly. My eyes quivered repeatedly from the intense pleasure.

Shit....!

I instinctively reached out and grabbed the back of Kanami's head, forcing my cock down her throat.

*GAWK…..!*

"Mmm~...."

Each crease of her throat could be felt tightening pleasantly around my dick. Even then, her tongue moved frantically, licking with fervor.

*Sluuuurp—Sluuuuurp!*

I allowed her head to rise for a moment before promptly shoving it back down, her lips nearly kissing my waist. 

*GLUCK—GAWK—GLAK!*

Immediately, she slurped and sucked passionately, taking me deep into her throat whilst caressing the glans. Her amateurish movements quickly became more and more pleasurable by the second.

"A-ah...."

A husky sound slipped through my lips.

The combination of two girls was too much for the current me.

An extraordinary sensation slowly drifted from within my chest, slid down and gathered at my sack. 

*GAWK—GLUCK—SLURP!*

My insides felt creamy from the gradual buildup of semen, as though I were dipped in a bucket of sweet icing.

"Ngh~....!"

With one final thrust, I pushed Kanami's head down as far as she could reach, before cumming directly down her throat. 

Semen spurted forth with each twitch, dyeing the insides of her mouth in a cloudy white. She swallowed without me even having to say anything. It was instinctive.

I breathed heavily. My body went entirely limp. It felt like my spirit had just been sucked out of me.

"Haa~…Haa~…Haaa~"

Kanami resurfaced only after lapping up every last drop, then turned to look at me while panting erotically—or perhaps not.

Her face was completely flushed. Her small tongue was out for all to see as she stared at me with intense desire.

No…please, don't ruin it for me.

Looking between the aroused Fuuka and Kanami, my heart instantly sank.

I might not have any other choice now. No matter how hard I try, it can only come to this.

A sacrifice.

….It seems today might be the day.

The day I actually sell my soul.

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Authors Notes:

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