3. New world

Its been few hours since we came to this new world. Oddly, I couldnt remember Urie real face the moment I woke up. Try as I may, I just couldn't. The only thing was left was the sense of him as an annoyance, arrogant and powerful god.

We woke up in a strange green valley. The grass was all green with a little bit bluish tinge on it. My kids woken up surprised at our surrounding and also, our new bodies. Among three of us, I had dramatically changed. I was never pretty to begin with, and I had short black hair back in the previous world. Slightly overweight, not that I care about it. I was damn busy to find money, that I dont have time to properly... make myself presentable. I did lose some weight over the years but still, in people eyes, I am still the same fat girl that had a dark past.

It took some time to adjust, really. I was worried that my kids wouldn't recognised me and start to run away from me. Just imagining it while waiting for them to wake up made me aged couple of years. Not literally.

The moment they woke up, they look at me and i started to explain things to them. I haven't even got the chance to explain halfway through, and they said, "okay, you are our mom"I dont know whether to cry or laugh.

"How sure are you?"

"You have a habit to rub your left cheek when you are worried about something" huh. I never notice that myself. I forced a smile, trying to mask my embarrassment. I mean, dang.. it's weird that you're doing something that you didn't realised and only know about it from someone else... kinda like, snoring in your sleep and someone else heard it then point it out to you. Horrifying!

We look at each other for a while, familiarising ourselves with our new faces. My eldest daughter, Ailee, eight years old had a wavy golden hair, with fair complexion. a totally 180 than what she look like back in the earth. she had deep green, cat eyes and heart shaped face. perky nose and rosy lips, i would say that she look like a little angel. While the youngest one, seven years old Miya she had a doe eye with a perky nose, she had azure hair and i'm guessing it's not man-made and totally natural. People in this world have all kind of impossible hair colours, maybe? I need to see other people to know more about it. She had silver eyes that stood contrast with her hair color. she had the same lips like Ailee, rosy and both had petite frame. they were looking at me in daze and that made me frown.

"What?"

"I think that this is what you were really born to look like, mom." Ailee said, with unmasked wonder and amazement. What? I haven't got a chance to see myself yet and their reaction worried me. I need to see it for myself to know what made them say like that.

'PFFT. Be real. You are just excited' said a male voice that rung inside my head. I look around with a frown.

The annoying god?

'Excuse me. I am not an annoying god. I am gracious, amazing and handsome'

More like narcissistic, I said silently.

'I heard that, you ungrateful woman.'

That was meant for you to hear, again I replied with a sneer.

'My, my. I really pick a troublesome fellow. If you hate that much, I can always take you and your kids soul back and crush and scatter it.'

I bite my lips and hold my inner voice. I know I'm being snarky. And I'm snarky when I'm depressed or feel hopeless. And either two of that emotions is currently brewing inside of me and I'm taking it out on that annoying god. I know in a way, thought it was his mistake, he did try to make it right.

Fine, I'm sorry.

'That's more like it. How about you tell your daughter to reconstruct a mirror? Take it as a practice. Though, I have to warn you to be always cautious with your mana storage. You can open a menu window by saying Open Menu. That's all for today. I'll drop off once in a while, I am after all a very busy, busy god'

And just like that, the voice was gone and I heave a sigh of relief. Quite uncomfortable experience, to be honest. Having someone inside your mind sure does feel weird and definitely intrusive, that your instinct want to fight it off badly.

one of Miya's main skill was reconstruct. I look around and saw a stone. I hold it out to Miya.

"Here, try to use one of your skill: Reconstruct."

"How to use it?"

Thinking back how the god had said to say out loud open menu, I bet we have to say the skills name out loud.

" just call out the skill name out loud, maybe?"

Miya nodded. She grab the stone within her fist tightly.

"Okay, I'll give it a try. Reconstruct"

Then she was looking at something in front of her, as if she was reading something.

"Ok, got it." She closed her eyes and raised her hand in front. And something flash brightly on her palm, before a mirror with handle appeared.

She open her eyes with an excited smile. "I did it!"

"Good job,Miya." I smiled and patted her head.

All of us took turn to look our face at the mirror. And if other people were watching us, I bet they will be laughing their ass off. Because we look like a bunch of monkey that saw a mirror for the first time. Well, to be fair.. it was our first time looking our new face, so pardon for the… excitement and wonder.

I have lushious wavy golden hair, slightly lighter than Ailee's. With One eye silver and the other green, I really want to smack that So called god. Cant he just pick one color and give it to me. Its seems like he couldn't make up his mind and just give me both instead. Thankfully, he didnt give me four eyes. I shivered. He look like someone who would do that.

Perky nose and cat like eyes, it paired perfectly with full,plump red lips. I had a tiny mole right under my right green eye. Seems like I had C cup boobies that made me frown. Back in the world, I find it nice on other woman's body, but to carry it myself.. sure does make my front heavier than usual.

Nevertheless, I am thankful. I bet I can find lots of nice clothes for me this time.

Hums awayy~