When life was good

I remember when I was little, I had alot of friends and a best friend. Sure I can see them but, life changed me, I'm a teenager than isolates himself in the room after school. I don't hang out my classmates because I think I have social anxiety and my parants would be worried and tell me life tips(that they keep saying over and over and over). Even though I'm alone, the internet makes somewhat happy or not bored I guess. But looking back to those memories, I wish I could relive it again and change some few things anf be more energetic and healthy rather than being a fat kid. I was fat when I was little, and round which what my older siblings says. But if I can recall properly I might be more fit today than before. I remember that I never ate vegetables, I was forced to eat them and I had to cry because of how they taste. But now I just don't mind it's taste anymore. I keep getting hungry everytime and my sister says its metabolism or some shit, yet I don't believe her even she has finished college and had a good job. Now I'm worried about my future becausr I might not finish college but I'll try anyways.