1 summer is just beginning

My summer life consist on me going down to the bathroom early because I don't really have a lot of time before my sister wakes up and hogs it over for a good amount of time. That means that I have to be first , so I rush down stairs and I hurt my toes on the side wall of the kitchen. I slow down only to see my family sitting at the kitchen counter. I ask "what's going on" no one answered they just looked at me, but then my sister turned to my dad and said "she's in for a treat this summer". My dad and my sister are total opposites my dad likes to be quite my sister loves loud noises , my dad loves chocolate my sister likes vinalla they are the complete opposite but yet they get along all the time. One time my sister got in big trouble for always being around guys. Mother hated when she disobeyed so they got into a big fight but my dad loves his little princess so he came to discuss with mom about how Tory was seventeen and that she needs her friends around. Mom just let it go and moved on, I seen her cry after the fight in the bathroom she seemed uneasy and sad, but I didn't bother to ask. Mom looked at me and said "we are moving" I could here her trying to hold back tears. I ask "why , is this house not suitable" we didn't live in the best neighbor hood it was loud people were always throwing party's and sometimes I get awaken by gunshots in the distance. my mom answered with "Yes but it is time for a change" her time was so low it made her sound as if she were mad and had hatred towards me. Tory looks over and said "Well your not" but dad covers Torys mouth with his hand and said "Tory is swear if you say any thing further I'll ground you myself is this clear" I've never heard my dad talk with such anger and hate in his voice, he looked at me and he looked sad his eyes were watery and he just looked at me as if he was going to cry. Tory says "yes your perfectly clear" with a bit of sarcasim, but yet I still don't understand "where are we moving to , is it s good neighbor hood , do you think we could have a dog and a cat , oh and dont forget about a backyard so them we could have a slipinslide" right then and there my mom slammed her hands on the table and I could see tears running from her face. "Mommy what's wrong did I say something bad" but then she looks at me tears gushing down her cheeks mascara running and her lipstick sorta smudged. She replied "your not coming with us" my heart stop, i see my dad a nd Tory look at mom and then look at me and then look away. "What do you mean I'm not coming with you guys you my family why would I not go" at that moment I regret asking, I remember mom and dad talking I'm their room saying "we can't choose it's not right we need both" the dad said "but honey we need the money and we can't afford both, just think about it we'll get thrityfive hundred for one we can keep one but ont the other its your choice whoch has to go". My head was spinning "which had to go" omg, omg mom chose me she dosent want me they sold me for money and the kept Tory. I felt so betrayed so angry and sad that they would even do this to me , how could they do tho to me , I'm only fifteen and I don't have a job where will I go. Mom said "we have gave you up to a family that has not children and really wants a child" butvi replied "well if they really wanted a child go to an orphanage and pick out a damn baby" I was furiuse I disposed all of them with with every corner in my bony I hated them i couldn't even look at my mom because she's the one who had to choose and she chose me. She tried to say "we just want you to have a better life actually love in a good place and have friends and be normal and not have to struggle". I liked at them and said "when do I leave" they looked surprised and dad said "in about an hour or so" his voice unsteady. I turned around and walked up to my room and started to pack saying under my breathe "summer is just beginning".

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