1 Finally
Spacing out spacing out just staring and admiring of how beautiful the nature is. Blank thoughts. The noise in the background is fading as I get deeper to appreciating peaceful ambiance outside. The moderate yellow rays, beams on the rustling leaves of the tree, creating a shadow. The fluttering wings of the butterfly, its lovely color flying among the beautiful flowers. So magnifice- "Winnie Quinn!" I jumped from my seat and looked at professor K who is obviously annoyed. Tapping her fingers on the teacher's desk, her facial expression shows being impatient and her aggravated eyes looking right at me. "Yes Ms. K?" I asked and stood up she lessened the tension by coughing and I just realized that everyone is looking at me."Did you understand the lesson?" I nodded but I didn't really understand the lesson. "Okay let's see if you understand, everyone eyes on the board" everyone looks at the board "Winnie you are not allowed to seat yet." she said as she write the questions on the board. "Okay what has more momentum a mosquito buzzing or a truck that is parked?" I answered "The mosquito buzzing because it is in motion, momentum refers to the quantity of motion that an object has." luckily I answered that question. "Give me 2 formulas" she added "P=mv and uh..." I have nothing to say since I didn't paid attention her. But then the bell rang "Class Dismissed" professor K announced. I packed up my stuff and I was the last one to go out but before I reach the exit professor K stopped me "Congrats Winnie you got saved by the bell" she pats my shoulder "Good luck with the finals" then she leaves the classroom, I too left as well. I was walking through the halls, people are looking at me. I finally reached my locker and when I was going to unlock the padlock I noticed that it's destroyed. My mouth agape in shock and anger as I open my locker. All of my pictures and posters are ruined. My favorite anime characters and my idol's pictures, Mic Wheelers' and Eleanor Brown's pictures. Someone drew on all of them. I was so pissed so I took all the pictures down. Then some idiot bumped unto me. That person made me drop my stuff and now all of them are scattered to the ground. I muttered "shit" I kneeled down to fix the pile of pictures and books. "Nice portraits deviant" he chuckles. I looked at the guy who spoke. It was Harris, Harris Lukeatmey. Him and his good for nothing friends always bully me. I didn't even know what I did to them. Everyone thinks I'm a weirdo because I'm always alone. Even my best friend Shawtee and Jinnie left me all alone because I don't have friends in my class. That is so traumatizing. Until now I'm still in the dark.
Questioning myself...
'what is life?'...
more like...
'why am I here?'...
I'm just a wind in society... A wandering ghost, a useless loser...
I can hear the clock ticking. I try to remember what I reviewed. I bit my lip because I can't remember. Come on Winnie it's finals already and you'll be outta here. I try to encourage myself but still I can't remember what I learned. I sighed in defeat and just guessed to all the questions I can't answer. I finished my exams, dashed out of the room and head straight to my locker to clear out my notebooks, books, folders and whatever is in there. I looked at both sides, I only notice few students in the corridor. Then I saw these two making out like I wanna shout 'get a room!' but I can't. I don't want to disturb them so I just walked right past them.
When I got home. I saw my mom and dad smiling "Winnie come here and sit on the sofa for a while" mom called me and I obeyed. "Pack your things right now because we are going to move out" mom said to me. Hearing that made me smile so widely "Really?" I asked in disbelief. "Yes we are going to sell the house and we'll be moving in a new town" dad said with a smile in his face. I thanked them and hugged them afterwards I run upstairs to my room to pack my stuff up but before I went to my room I checked my parent's room and I saw that they already packed their stuff too. I head to my room and happily flop on my bed finally getting out of this place.
