5 The Truth
I put some thought to what that old man said.
Can you remember?
"If you can't love yourself, you have no right to let yourself go."
Great.
I guess... My "reason" that he was asking for is the reason why I'm dying?
Or...
The reason why I'm leaving the ones who love me?
The reason why I'm alive until now?
How am I supposed to know?
It still has my head blown away.
Love yourself.... How could I?
I'm fucked up, I don't have anything anymore.
No friends, no authority, no money, and soon enough, no more house to live in.
Maybe... Just maybe....
I should tell something to my parents.
They will understand... Maybe...
A little hesitant, but I found myself on the front door of my parent's house. My little sister was there too.
"Oh, it's not time for dinner yet, how come?"
Well, I should have thought about this more. Of course they would be surprised.
"I just wanted to talk about some... Adult stuff..."
We headed to the master's bedroom, and we had a conversation.
At some point, I dozed off.
Right now, I wish I just didn't wake up
I opened my eyes to the wonderfull sight of a beautiful, long blond haired woman. She had the eyes of a goddess, so blue and so calm.
Beside her was another girl, she had wavy blonde hair like the other. She has plumpier cheeks and a much rounded nose with the eyes of the woman.
On the right most was a man, he had a short black hair and a small mustache. His eyes appeared with the gaze of a Greek god, almost like he is one, along with his chiseled jaw.
My mom, my little sister, my dad.
As tears fell from my eyes.
I asked myself.
Why....
....
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Just.... Why.....?
I don't even take drugs anymore...
Not even pills....
Wait....
Is this a side effect?
No...
.....
So... Why...?
Are their heads.... Decapitated....?
I was struck frozen.
How could this happen to me....
AGAIN???
I didn't know what to do.
There was NOTHING I could do!
I would only get framed!
I don't wanna rot in jail!
NO!
Someone's trying to ruin my life.
Someone's playing with my life.
Why won't they just kill me?
Why torture me?
Is this fun for them?
Why...?
Why?
.......
They decided to play with me, I might as well join in as the second player.
I had to think of something quick. I had to hide their corpses.
FUCK!
I cried, and cried, and cried as I drag their bodies to the bathroom.
I washed my self, I locked the bathroom door. I changed my clothes, taking from my dad's.
I took their money.
Yes.
NO HESITATION.
I wanna know how, why, when and who.
I must have gone crazy.
It must be all in my head.
I must have just forgotten about it.
I must have been hit so hard on the head.
This beast.... He's... Scary.
I ran to the hospital.
I needed my brain checked for trauma, tumors and memory loss or whatever the fuck is going on.
After a long wait....
The doctor told me....
Before I tell you, can you feel it?
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No? Not yet? Are you sure?
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Let's skip what the doctor said, then.
I went back home, knowing what it was already.
I found the beast, finally!
Can you believe it?
.......
You're looking a bit.... Pale...
Can't feel it yet, buddy?
.......
If you say so....
Hey, you wanna know who the beast is?
I mean, you gotta have a clue already, huh?
........
What? You feel weak now?
Well of course, why don't you look first?
Ah, you really can't...
......
Yeah, that knife on your back.
Didn't notice? I put it there.
Looks like you're bleeding alot, huh?
Not really. Looks like you need another one here...
.....
.....on the stomach!
....
Your corpse would be a good surprise for Chris.
I'll design it just the way he likes it!
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Oh, about Chris? He's sleeping right now.
......
In the back of my head. Sssshhhhh.
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Thanks anyways, for listening to Chris's wonderfully story!
I put alot of thought about my art, you know?
My name? You don't have to know
I may as well be Chris, too.
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Say hi to Chris's family for me!
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Well. Before you go, let me just ask....
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What's your reason?
