a new life.

well I don't know where to start , .... I could start were I COMPLETELY RUINED my chances with him , or maybe I could start with my horribly depressed life. well thinking of it I should probably start from the beginning... so here we go.

me and my family moved to Arkansas , not that there any wrong with the place its just that well " mom I'm hot when are we gonna get to the hotel?" my mom didn't have to turn around to say that it was gonna be a other two hours or so. I rolled my eyes with a dissatisfied feeling called depression , yep I was depressed

it took what seemed like FOREVER to get there just to fall sleep and wake up early in the morning, man I fell asleep right in the lobby in the morning. but finally we were there . dad got a job at some oil place that pays good , simple work and comes with a truck so of course we had leave our beloved home for work , tho I was grateful that dad got a job it still sucked to leave my home and family and friends!

we got our new house it was nice for a while we stayed there for a year I know not that long but trust me , when your world comes crashing on you ,three words can change your world FOREVER