Thinking

I went to my room to read and try to get comfortable with the idea of my future husband coming tomorrow but Clarita barged in talking about how she would be teaching me how to dress and act around men, let's just say that I wasn't exactly thrilled.

She first taught me how to dress and present myself, and boy was that a task! She was always like "No no no! Stand up taller! Make the corset tighter!" and such, but to be honest I wasn't really paying attention because I was looking down at the garden from my window.

Clarita caught me day dreaming and started on a huge speech about how important this was to everyone. After making me feel like a doll being dressed up over and over again, she taught me manners that I already knew... but then she started to teach me how to FLIRT. It was so awkward! We would switch roles of him and I each time until those tricks were burned inside my head, I felt bad that I actually had to learn all of these things, why couldn't he just like me... for me?

After a few short meal breaks and all the exhaustion into training, Clarita dismissed me to bed, which I happily took.