Cold Sweat

Clarita woke me up from my bad dream. She was like a angle at that moment, she was holding me because I was crying. "It's ok child... I know arranged marriages can be difficult to cope with... your mama wasn't fond of the idea either" Clarita was saying, she knew about my mother? I had to start asking questions because of my curiosity " Clarita, what was my mother like?" I asked, " Well darling... she was just like you... pretty, smart, well mannered... but I think that Theodore is the one that has all her features."

After I cried and talked it all out with Clarita she helped me get dressed for the day, after I was fully clothed I sprinted downstairs to the dining room for breakfast. I was, for some reason, relieved that all of my brothers and my father wasn't slaughtered like pigs. I ran to father and gave him a huge hug, then I sat in my seat while my father smiled by the surprise hug, "Why are you in such a good mood this morning?" he asked smiling, " Because I have a wonderful family that I get to see everyday!" I answered cheerfully, I wanted to forget the dream and focus on my royal family life. We ate our breakfast and my father asked to see me in his study room, I arrived at his study room and knocked on the door, " Come in Princess!" he said sounding suspiciously excited. I opened the door and closed it behind me, he motioned for me to sit in a chair, I sat down and he lloked at me with a smile and said "You're fiance will be visiting tomorrow! He says that he can't wait to meet you. Now darling, we must be on our best behavior! They're country is also very powerful and popular... Please Rosemary, at least act like you're interested" I could hear the desperation in his voice while talking, of course I wanted to make my father happy so I just nodded my head, he smiled and said that I was excused. I wanted to cry but I wouldn't, this is how things work so I would just have to play along, maybe the prince just wants an heir? Maybe if I give him an heir that I can get a divorce after! But that would break fathers heart. I guess that I'll just have to live with the prince and learn to love him. I will try my best and I will succeed.