Inro

The days feel like years for me and sometimes, the days feel like they go by just like the second that are ticking on the clock. As I was walking beside the beach I was thinking about the things that happened to me yesterday. I stopped walking and sat on the bench beside the view of the beautiful sunset beside the sea. The place was magnificent but I kept thinking and losing myself in those thoughts, that the feelings felt like a dark deep void that sinks me inside it. The time was passing and the people around me were passing by and talking about their days and problem. My thought were running and running about what happened for the past few days and months. The events around that time, the people around me and even the coincidence that happened, I can't still wrap my head around about them. Some of them were confusing that it kept me lose myself in those questions. The things that i did to myself is asking if I did the right choices and what if I did something wrong, because I couldn't handle thinking about it, I stopped thinkin and went back to my dorm. You ask why I don't speak around about my issues ? Well the only thing that I can say right now is that the only thing that is stopping me to talk about myself to orders is the trust in other people and my words, what if I say something weird and they take me seriously or they'll joke about it.

This is the beginning. August 31th. 2021 was Elena's first day to go inside her new place so called dorm. She is a new student that is and will studying economy and hospitality. Inside the dorm she met a girl that was 2 years younger than her and her name is Lucia. They introduced themselves and unpacked their stuffs and went to bed for The next morning. Because it was their first day inside The dorm they weren't able to sleep Peasfuly. The day after was her first day of school and meeting new people. She was nervous for the future and of the coincidence and the "what if" thought pop up from nowhere. It's her first day tho... Who didn't feel something similar like her when is the first day of school or work? The day after they set themselves inside the dorm people were picked out for their class numbers. They were choosing classes outside the school entrance. Since her dorm and the school were so close connected, they were able to hop in school in no time and without being late. After they picked their classes wich the professors were picking them Elena and Lucia introduced themselves to the class. Mostly there are boys in the class then girls. The new students that she became friends with are Lucia wich she was the yongers of the girls(15), Vjollca the oldest girl(16 almost turning 17) and Kristina (almost tuning 17). They were 4 girls before and after 2 girls came.