The night had yielded to the soft embrace of dawn, its gentle light filtering through the windows of Heishan's town hall. In the quiet of early morning, the villagers, weary from the horrors of the previous night, still slumbered, their restless dreams slowly giving way to peaceful rest.
For Zhang Wei, however, the break of day was a familiar call to action. Training had always been an unyielding part of his daily routine, and as he rose from his makeshift bed, he couldn't help but admire the serenity that clung to the sleeping forms around him.
His gaze lingered on Xiao Mei, her face still contorted by the nightmares that had haunted her. She had borne the brunt of their torment, and he couldn't shake the worry for her fragile heart.
Then, thoughts turned to Auntie Lanxin, whose maturity had perhaps given her the strength to cope better with the night's terrors. She slept peacefully, Li Jie, her and Uncle Zhen's brave son, nestled beside her.
With a frown, Zhang Wei noticed Uncle Zhen's absence. His uncle must have risen early as well, driven by the same discipline that governed Zhang Wei's life. It was time to begin the day's training, a reminder that even in the wake of darkness, life persisted.
Zhang Wei felt the need for a moment of solitude, a chance to catch his breath amidst the weight of their recent trials. Stepping outside, he was greeted by the crisp morning air, a stark contrast to the stormy darkness of the night before. He paused, taking in the view that the rain had cleansed and the dawn had revealed—the town of Heishan, bathed in soft, early light.
Under a sturdy tree, he spotted Uncle Zhen, sitting on a bench, his gaze fixed upon their village. It was a moment of shared understanding as Zhang Wei approached, offering a simple, "Good morning," before settling beside his uncle.
The morning's stillness enveloped them, a backdrop to the weighty conversation. Li Zhen, his eyes reflecting the wisdom of years, broke the silence. His voice was gentle, probing a difficult subject.
"Zhang Wei," he began, "I must ask about those lives you took last night. It wasn't just the first one, but the brutality with which some met their end. How does it weigh on your heart?"
Zhang Wei hesitated, his gaze fixed on the horizon as if seeking answers in the distance.
"Uncle," he started slowly, "I can't say I feel any remorse or regret. In those moments, it was like an emptiness inside, and I acted out of sheer necessity. It was as if I became something else entirely, driven by an animal-like instinct to protect the ones I care about."
But then, a shadow passed over his face.
"I'm afraid, though," he admitted, his voice tinged with uncertainty. "Afraid that this other self, this force within me, might emerge again. That it will push me beyond my boundaries as it almost did with Ren Jiahui... General Li Feng had to intervene to stop me."
Zhang Wei's eyes held a mixture of fear and introspection. He contemplated the thin line that separated heroism from savagery, a line he had brushed against amid their trial.
Li Zhen listened carefully to his nephew's words, a knowing look in his eyes. After a moment of contemplative silence, he began to speak, his voice carrying the weight of his own life's experiences.
"Zhang Wei," he said, his tone measured. "What you describe, that feeling of becoming something else in the heat of the moment, it's not uncommon. In the world I once inhabited, I've seen many grapple with that very same duality within themselves."
He paused, choosing his words with care.
"What sets a true warrior apart is not the absence of fear or doubt, but the ability to harness those emotions. To let them drive you without being consumed by them."
Li Zhen's eyes met Zhang Wei's, and there was a hint of approval in his gaze.
"General Li Feng's offer may be an opportunity for you to learn, to grow, and to understand the forces that dwell within. Consider it not just as a path to protect the village, but as a journey to understand yourself."
With that, Li Zhen rose from the bench, leaving his nephew with his thoughts as he walked back towards the town hall, a sense of purpose in his step.
"Uncle, all these years, you asked me not to leave the village, to stay close. Why this change of heart now?" Zhang Wei couldn't help but voice the question that had been nagging at him.
"Things have changed, Zhang Wei. You've proven time and again that you're more than capable of not only surviving but protecting those you care about. You've grown stronger, both in body and spirit," Li Zhen turned to face his nephew, a solemn expression on his face.
He placed a hand on Zhang Wei's shoulder, a gesture of pride and affection.
"But I also see the worry that lingers within you, a shadow that you've yet to conquer. Perhaps General Li Feng can offer you something more, something that I cannot."
Li Zhen continued, his voice steady.
"I've taught you the basics, but there's a vast world out there, filled with knowledge and wisdom that I've been unable to share with you. History, culture, and the complexities of life itself. This path, this choice, it's yours to make. I won't force it upon you, but I want you to have the opportunity to grow beyond the limits I unknowingly placed on you."
With that, Li Zhen turned and began to walk back towards the town hall. The decision, he knew, ultimately rested with Zhang Wei, and he trusted his nephew to make the choice that was right for him.
Zhang Wei's mind buzzed with a multitude of thoughts as he watched his uncle's figure recede into the distance. His footsteps were slow, deliberate as if echoing the gravity of the choice that lay before him.
He began to pace, his steps aimless, his brow furrowed in deep contemplation. He facepalmed in frustration, the reality of the situation pressing heavily upon him. The future seemed like an enigma, a puzzle with missing pieces, and he couldn't help but wonder where he fit into it all.
Images of what lay ahead flashed before his eyes. He saw himself standing side by side with General Li Feng, a soldier in service to the kingdom, protecting not just his village but countless others. The thought filled him with a sense of purpose, of duty.
But there were other visions, too. He saw himself remaining in the village, his life unfolding much as it always had. He would continue to train, to care for his family, to safeguard his village. It was a life he knew well, one that offered comfort and familiarity.
The weight of the decision pressed upon him, and he knew that whatever path he chose would shape the course of his life in profound ways. Zhang Wei continued to wander, lost in his thoughts, as he grappled with the choices that lay before him.
As Zhang Wei meandered through the streets of Heishan, his thoughts still entangled in the weighty decision he faced, a curious sound reached his ears. It was a sharp and unmistakable clang of metal against metal. He paused, listening intently. The noise was distant but growing louder, drawing him like a moth to a flame.
Intrigued, he followed the sound, his senses alert. It could be the ring of combat, the desperate clash of warriors locked in a life-or-death struggle, or perhaps it was merely the rhythmic cadence of soldiers engaged in training exercises. The uncertainty gnawed at him as he moved closer to the source of the commotion.
The clamour intensified as he approached a large building, its stone walls stretching high into the sky. It was here, near the entrance, that the sound of metal clashing took on an altogether different character. It was no longer a measured, disciplined exercise; it was a cacophony of chaos, a symphony of conflict.
Zhang Wei's curiosity got the better of him. He sought a vantage point from which to observe, and his eyes fell upon a small hole in the wooden gate. Peering through it, he beheld a scene that was both mesmerizing and astonishing.
Inside, the warriors of General Li Feng's troop were engaged in intense practice. Their blades danced through the air with ferocity, clashing and ringing out in a symphony of battle. The courtyard was a whirlwind of movement, as soldiers sparred, parried, and lunged with precision and vigour.
It was a mesmerizing display of martial skill, a testament to the discipline and dedication of these warriors. But what struck Zhang Wei most was the palpable sense of camaraderie that underpinned their actions. Despite the intensity of their practice, there was an unspoken bond that bound them together, a shared purpose and trust that transcended the chaos of combat.
For a moment, Zhang Wei forgot his internal struggle. He was drawn into the spectacle before him, captivated by the unity and determination of General Li Feng's troop. It was a sight that stirred something within him, a sense of belonging and purpose that had eluded him until now.
As the clang of steel continued to echo through the courtyard, Zhang Wei couldn't help but wonder if this was where he truly belonged, among these warriors who had offered him a path he had never considered before.
Hey, so no nothing here the last two days. Was visiting my grandparents and it was rural so hardly any line or connection. Thankfully had a draft and schedule like always so here we are.