1 The Final Choice

What will be my experience at the entrance exam? I asked myself. Of course the entrance was near, so I had to prepare for my college. What would be a good course? I asked myself again. Was it my dream when I was a kid to become a doctor? Or just be a nurse. But I sometimes like to teach because I find happiness in educating children, especially and learning so much, so it's really good feeling. How about becoming an engineer, like my uncle. He can easily become rich. Maybe my life will be easier next time because whatever things I want, I can buy. What if? Sometimes I just think about going to seminary because nobody seems to like me. Hmp? What if? That was the first time I will be far apart from my parents. But they told me my aunt has a house and I will stay there when I start my college, because it wasn't too far away from the university I chose, no matter what school I was in. Unlike in the city there are all the places you want to go to, like malls and so on. I'm not sure yet but I choose to be an engineer. But what should I study? Haays It's up! Let's try.

Mom? I've made my decision. Oh what do you want? said mom. I try to go to NDMU because I really want to because its near from home. I will have my father with me to go there, beacause I don't know exactly where is the place. Oh your up thinking okay, mom says. I want Papa to accompany me to go to the School because I was not well acquainted and it's my first time. Okay then tell your Papa to come with you, mom said.

The day of the Entrance exam has arrived. Let's go to school. Wooow the height of the building as thick as the poles. I have only recently been to these kinds of buildings as it is difficult to walk and climb even though the floors are only four floors as they are the first time I ever climbed them. I felt like I was going to fall, in the wind when I was high and I was scared and I was about to fall down the stairs. Is this the day I will go next? It's okay maybe on the other hand I feel like I'm too excited. I want to study right away.

I thought suddenly. I hope my highschool classmates will be in school. Those close to my highschool will atudying in different schools, thats why somehow I feel like I'm in a bad mood. JUN2 wants to be a priest and KING wants to go with his dad to america. And I will be left alone. I wish I could have been here with my Crush =) .. oh Yeah! My Crush =) ..

He was one of the smartest in the class before. She is really beautiful. =) .. Circling Cheeks and red, the eyes glistening as the smiling star. =) .. Hays even in a dream I really want her to be mine. What am I thingking?I guess I love her? I'm really stupid .. And I think I'm crazy .. Oh VAYNE .. <3

There is no day I missed to imagine you. Oh my, I Love You. Because of my insanity, my classmates have been teasing me. I wish you were even with me here. At least I have a look. CLAIRE is beautiful too. Your bestfriend, I wish I could be with you too. =)

I am excited.