9 I ...

I took a quick shower and came out rubbing my hair with a towel while water still dripping. I observe sunbae still staying for me, I went near him and sat beside him.

He strokes my hands while I am squeezing them in anxiety as the situation itself is stressful. "Sunbae, I have something to ask you, please just answer my question."

"Hmm go on," he said accepting. I gulp "I decided to accept...as you know the situations now are ...making me reach to this conclusion, do you think it is alright?"

He move his eyes on me and with a confident gaze, he replied "Baby boy, you know I came here to say the exact thing" he gave a light smile making me curl my lips "Yes, this is the right decision, if you don't accept, you have to work hard while studying at the same time but if you accept, then you have to still work hard but" he gave a smirk.

Continuing "this work includes performing with that hole below down there" I blush at his reckless comment "Shut up" I turn to leave.

"Hmm Baby boy, if you keep blushing for such small talk, how will you perform while you do sex with him? How can you impress him with your talent? Don't be so shy about such things or he will be disappointed" He keeps teasing me, it is almost 4:30 I must get ready.

Sunbae left after a while of teasing and fooling around, I took out the coat which I wanted to wear "Ah dad has an extremely nice taste, he choose the perfect set for me".

Of course, he knows very well what suits me as he loves me, I smile and thought to wear the white trench coat, although the blue coat looks good, dad said me to wear white one, this is the first time he suggested to me in such things.

"Hey wear blue one, it looks good on you" I suddenly startle for someone's comment.

T-this voice is of that guy's w-why is he here? Seriously am I hearing things? I look at the door near my room and got amazed at the stunningly handsome man leaning again the door.

WOWW HANDSOME!! Oh my god! At this rate, my eyes will come out!! He is totally my type!! This angel wore black derbies, black pleated trousers, pleasant blue dress shirt with the navy blue blazer and is sparkling in the yellow light from the sidewise decoration lights.

I am amazed almost staring until he approached me and took the blue coat, analyzing it. While I blush when he approaches me.

When his hand started to take away the coat in my hand, at his slight touch I came to my senses."S-sir what are you doing?" I moved back to go away from him. He sighs and again starts grabbing the coat from my hands.

By repeated pulling from each other made me irritated so I pull my coat from his hands "Sir, what do you think you are doing?" I shout at him. I took my gaze aside not to look at him, he is seriously stubborn. "AHH?!"

I felt a sharp pain in my wrist "Emm! S-sir le-let go please". It hurts, he kept pinching harshly on my wrist, it seriously"AHH!"

"Never do it! Never raise your voice to me, do you think (kept pinching, even more, leaving his marks brightly visual and hurting) you can shout at me, how dare!" he pushes me aside. I fall to the ground while tears are held back near the corner of my eyes about to fall.

"S-sorry sir, please forgive me, I made a mistake" I can't believe I am saying this to him. Am I always been this weak? But I can't say anything because of my Dad! He is important to me. If I provoke this bastard whether I accept or not he will definitely do something to my dad.

He left without even looking at me but I can feel his disgust and anger, just that made him this angry? What on earth...?

HONK!HONK!HONK! I flinch at rash loud horn sounds. So I must not provoke him, noted! I quickly grab my money, scarf and mainly blue sweater. I ran towards the black car which is waiting for me but just in time, my dad gave non-stop rings.

Ha, this loud horn and this phone ringing drive me crazy, I took the call balancing between shoulder and ear while locking my front door. "HEY, IDIOT WHY THE HELL ARE YOU NOT TAKING THE PHONE?? YOU ARE NOT TRYING TO ESCAPE ARE YOU? AND WHAT'S WITH THAT BLOODY SOUND, STOP IT!" my dad shouted right in my ear.

"Ha dad it is, it is the car sound, sir came I will call you later" I hung up while rushing to the back seat of the car.

Then I relax while all the sounds stopped and silence swept up, after a while of silence, I started wondering why he is not speaking anything?

I just glance at the rare mirror, I shiver at his-his death glare, Wh-what did I do wrong? Did I mess up again? I gulp in fear while squeezing my hands.

"Si-sir I did l-like to tell my a-answer now," I said closing my eyes, I can't make him wait any longer, maybe he is angry because I am wasting his time. "Are you testing me? SIT.HERE" he shouted pointing at the adjacent seat from his.

I quickly ran to the seat he mentioned. He turns to my side while I clench my fists not to move at least and talk to him. Unknowingly I move my hand when he touched my wrist, scared he will again do something. But he softly stoke on my hurt and placed a bandage on my wound.

"Sir I can do that,w-wait" he slowly raises his head looking me in eyes and I am stunned his-his eyes are, why do I feel that he is hurt? Why do I feel like he is, he is hurt somehow?

What is this feeling, he is excited at the being but now he looks sad? He can also be sad but for what?

Anyway, it is none of my business if I don't do the thing I must do he will again get angered. I inhale and gain the confidence to tell my answer "Sir my answer is I..." he quickly cover my mouth with his hand stopping me.

"Hey wait, not now, we still have to go to the place where you must answer not here."

His warm hands touching my lips gave a lingering feeling to my heart. Good, this is good. Just in time he removed his hand and started to drive.

I wonder where he will take me to, is it any restaurant? Maybe not, at this hour we will go to the cafe right. Hmm, I lean on the seat, it feels very soft.

Come to think of it, after many years I got a chance to travel in an expensive car. Though the weather between is occupied by my tension and his sad eyes still I got a chance to enjoy my ride.

I can see his eyes clearly from the corner of my eyes, those eyes seriously express a lot of emotions. I can tell that he has calmed down now. That's a relief.

"Sir, may I know where we are heading to?" I asked out of curiosity.

He smirked "That can't be said, it is a surprise" those words-those words are said by my Mom, it is the words she said with happiness to me on our trip. My eyes became wet again with tears, this time too, I managed to hold back.