11 Good until now

He hug me tighter for a while, his hair which is brushing my neck tickled me, he kept tightening the hug even more."S-sir wait" I tried stopping him while knowing he won't listen to me...surprisingly he stopped and moved to his chair.

"Let us have some wine" he ordered for us to get some drinks. But I don't drink with people other than Bogum and Sunbae. "Sir I don't think it is required" I replied with a forceful smile.

"Why not?" he asked me pouring one glass for me. Somehow he seems happy, is he happy because I accepted it? He really is a weird person every minute he changes a lot.

I am afraid of drinking with people other than my close friends because...I once went through a lot when I drank with one person, I don't want that to happen and this place is not so lonely I guess no problem will be there when we get drunk.

At least I will take a few drinks. I took the glass of wine and we toasted together. Ahh! This seriously makes people good! In the warm atmosphere, a drink perfectly suits, I smile in satisfaction.

"Yes, how about you tell me your conditions? " he asked after having a glass. He continued "After you tell your conditions, I would like to tell my preferences. " he said playfully smirking at me. He is so handsome, with his looks I bet no one can hesitate to be his partner.

Wait, did he just ask me about conditions? ya, he asked me. "Conditions are... ...Can I let you know in a few days sir, I would like to make a list and tell you all at a time" I said.

"Sure, can I tell my preferences now?" he asked. Your preferences? I already agreed with that idiotic statement, what is still left? I nod in curiosity to know his preferences.

"You agree that your mine right, so shouldn't my thing be with me?" he gave a pleasing smile.

AHH! WHAT! HIS THING!!! Is it because of wine, my body feels hot? After those words repeatedly wandering in my head? With confidence those things are just my thoughts, I said "Sir, what are you saying? Can you tell it clearly?"

"Of course, I am telling you that, whenever I want to play with my toy it should be available right to me so I want my toy to live with me " he said.

"Hmm live with y...you? Is your ttttoy alive? hahaha, you are drunk!" I said smiling crazily at his nonsense.

"It's clear that the one who got drunk here is you not me." he pour another glass and took a gulp. I can't look at him clearly but I can tell that he is a heavyweight. Why is my chest feeling weird?

What's wrong with my pants? I look down while I could sense that m-my thing w-what happened it's hard?? I am shocked why am I hard? And m-my chest, ahh my nipples, shirt touching them feels even hotter.

Don't tell me that I a-am in heat! I could sense that everything feels hot, I am sweating too.

"Are you perhaps in heat?" he asked blocking his nose with a kerchief. He came near me, I cannot do anything my body is just burning,I want yes, yes, yes I hug him, his smell feels good.

I hug him tightly. He pushes me away.

My pheromones, there is something wrong, what is happening?

I can see that the people near that place started to stare at me with disgust, they started whispering while closing their noses.

The manager came and spoke to him. I can't stay here, this is a public place and my-my pheromones! They think I am crazy and disgusting.

I stood up hurrying to run away.

In front of everyone, one person who is an alpha and who wanted me as his plaything said I am disgusting. That really hurts my heart, I don't know the reason I hopped for him to help though I don't even know him any better still...

"You don't even have any social responsibility, How disgusting you are to meet an alpha while you are in heat, Is this how you live, how pathetic." he just said those words.

Is that how I live? What do you mean, I have never wanted to be like this.

"So you act as if hard to get but you are quite good at these, you are the worst " he whisper to me "you are really a prostitute then why act sensitively when I asked you as my toy".

My thoughts shatter down at those words. While my tears are about to fall, do you mean me as a prostitute? Do you say I sell my body to live? No one said those words to me, how can you say those?

I turn around running away as far as I could, next thing I got to do is, rush to the restroom nearby and calm myself.

This is really embarrassing, though he said those words still my body wants his touch just because he is an alpha, the hell I am to hug him and enjoy myself. Ahh! Seriously, I think I have some pills.

I am trembling, try searching for the pills in my pocket but I couldn't view them clearly.

Suddenly the smell, this scent, HA!! he is-he is here, that scent I would become weak for that, he is that person I know he is the one who did that to me.

Made me like this, so sensitive to alphas. My situation is the same back then, I can tell that I am not the one who asked for it, he forcefully made me do it.

He made me drunk and started touching me then abused me, I could-I could remember his hateful scent, he came here too, he will do it again to me?

My tears rolling, this is what I do crying helplessly, helplessly pathetic. My thoughts make me remember that day, it is horrible.

Then I could feel someone hugging me.

He is my friend, no scent. The only thing that makes me sense it's my friend is that he keep patting me while slowly taking me away, he helped me take suppressants.

It is Bogum, the one who always gives his shoulder to me for relaxing. We went home in a cab. Without a single word exchanged between us, I just took a nap on his shoulder.

We are about to reach my house when I spoke "Bogum thanks for helping me, I am about to call" he interrupted "It's okay Dae-Hyun I would not ask you the reason you did not let me know, just remember to call me whatever the situation is, I will be there okay" he smile cheering me up.

I am the luckiest to get a friend like him I nod while curling my lips a little. We are home, my dad is waiting in the hall for me, he would wait for me to know what happened.

But surprisingly he helped me thank Bogum "Get some rest dear, first complete your dinner okay, will you eat with me or do you want to eat alone?" he asked, arranging the pills for me.

"Dad, don't you want to know anything?" I asked. "No, I don't want to ask you anything right now. I could tell that my boy is the one who got hurt and of course, it was my mistake. For now, let's take rest okay, sleep tight" he pats me.

"Okay dad" I went to my room, after a warm bath I made my way to bed. I could only recall just the words that CEO said.

It's alright, it's going to be alright!

I close my eyes while remembering my days with my mom. Those sweet and tasty cookies made by mom are the best. I start craving for them now. Still, I could vividly remember when mom, me and Taehyung had fun playing games while eating those.

Wait, who is Taehyung? My brain is already full of many things right now so I will think about that later. I open the book I always store my memories with and wrote: "Taehyung-playing with mom and me".I will recall someday.

And finally "Mom, today has been a good day. And just now I remember your cookies, could you make those for me someday?... Yes, I know you would. And mom one more thing, I went on a date with a handsome man today,he is an alpha"

"Haha it's been a great day and I am glad I am an omega...to meet him...then good night mom. Meet you tomorrow".

I gave a flying kiss to my mom's photo and tug into the blanket while sobbing silently. Haha, why should I cry? It's nothing, this is just one more nightmare. I just make myself believe it is a dream where I got remarked as a prostitute by an alpha.

This dream will pass when I fall into sleep, I close my eyes.