1 Chapter 1- the way we feel

We learn feelings when we are young, we learn happiness when we press buttons on a toy that lights up and plays music, we learn sadness when mum or dad leaves for work, we learn anger when we are told it's time for bed yet we do not want to stop playing. Some of us do not learn these emotions, some of us never had these experiences, some of us know nothing but sadness. As we grow these emotions develop. We make friends and enemies based upon how that person makes us feel.

Now there was a girl named Amber, she grew up with a strange childhood. She was loved and cared for and protected, yet she was also hated and hurt and put in harms way. She always struggled with emotion. She didn't know what emotion she was supposed to feel, some days she would get angry when people were nice to her and sometimes she would gravitate towards people who were horrible to her. I'm going to explain her story right from the very beginning, the day she was born.