Waves of Pain ( high school series)

Why should I feel something like this, I shouldn't experience them because I'm not old enough to feel like this, do we all feel like this I think yes maybe I'm not alone I'm to young to love but i really care my feeling for her I'm levi I'm inlove for my young age but i will regret it in the near future!!Until many of the hurt as well as other people who should no longer be included but are affected. But the decision is still early. But how come you made the right decision to do.