Watching Riley

I had to watch you on the alter. It hurt so much, I had to fake a smile because I couldn’t just be happy for you. If you love someone let them go. Right? This will be good for me, Right? I can finally remove your hold on my life. Finally I can get rid of the jealous hunger that plagued by heart for years. It’ll be over in a few hours. Just a little longer…I just have to watch a little longer. I’ve watched you so much it hurts. I’ve watched you get hurt so much. I watched you get taken away from me. Now I have to watch you marry the wrong person. I watched and watched and watched. I can’t keep watching. I won’t. I stopped watching, I made you mine. I have power now, I can keep you. I can protect you. I can love you. I know you don’t love me, at least not the way I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I can’t let anyone else have you. Not anymore. Not Again. Never again. Finally… finally, You’re mine, All mine. Riley.