1 Chapter one Well I am broken mess hell yeah

Here the fist chapter enjoy

Soul pov

Looking around I found myself in a damn void "great i died".

A small grey soul was thrash around outside of the void with a being watch it seem to make her remember something so she appear before it.

Ask "so what wrong young soul".

When I looked at the woman standing before her she was covered in white speak her mind,

"I am upset I died before the end of danmachi, highschool dxd, dmc series and I was just on my fifth reread of solo leveling so of course I am pissed".

The woman said, "how about this I will send you to another world. You can decide on your appearance once you get your powers. It can be anything you can think of, anything else will be decided on the world you get but it will be decided on a roulette OK".

The soul nods and says "OK".

spin get a novel she loved in last life her favorite of all time expect the endings suck still great but get out her thoughts.

"great if I get crap powers I am screw".

Three roulette appear, one with powers, one with weapons and one with a system.

"so i spin this for the powers right"

The woman nodded and said "yes".

She spins the power one gets the white dragon empress Albion she scream internally yes this alone make it a jackpot for this world but empress.

ask "instead emperor".

the women respond with "well give your preference i think it better this way".

say "yeah you're right".

Spin the weapon one get the Yamato, OK i am just op in this world at this point plus my favorite weapon of all time. Finally spin the last wheel and get a solo leveling like system with changes for the world I am in. well i am now completely broken this fuck rocks think on her appearance.

the woman gasp say "you were very lucky with all of that on those wheels".

laugh out loud and say "that is very true after all it makes me broken".

The women smile and say "I will give you an extra gift you will gain all the powers, abilities and talent of the person you pick to be if you choose a character this way you will be completely broken plus a free random waifu once the system boots up".

"you are the best goddess ever ok so I want the appearance of alfia from danmachi with a streak of blue and red in her silver hair plus her name because I love it and can I change her body".

The woman said "yes you may, can I ask why though".

start to cry and say "I was barely an a cup in my last life. I would love to have some huge jugs please".

the woman said "ok I will make it h cup and a gift your body will not have the pain associated with having such large jugs". She giggled.

"thank you so much, plus can I make her skin color that of amazon from danmachi ''.

Women nod say "granted"

I had to ask "by the way what is your name"

She lit up literally when I said that "oh my name is aqua".

laugh and say "well you are the most useful goddess I know".

she looks ask "can tell me why everyone says this".

Tell her about certain series and she gets very angry.

The woman said "you know that person supposed to be here next, actually after you I am going to have so much fun with them" she started to laugh hysterically.

Well sorry person to the person I just r.i.p you have nice afterlife.

she look at me and bright back up say "well that it goodbye I hope we meet again one day soon".

The soul disappears

Hot pant breath can be heard saying "my beloved one we will see each other soon".

Scrolling through appearances say " I will take this goddess body also that person is going to hell right now".

A scream can be heard with a person say the words sorry over and over again.

The soul awakens to see a man with silver hair and grey eyes and a woman with dark skin red and blue hair and beautiful green eyes.

They smile and say together "she has both of are qualities".

The little girl has silver hair with red and blue streak Grey eye on left green eye on right.

"she is perfect". The man said, "what should we name her".

The woman's smile says "Alfia Greyhawk".

look up, scream, wait what in my head.

Ok it's been a few days since I was born and yep I am a Greyhawk, my dad name is Nathaniel Greyhawk and my mother name is Celestina Elementfist. Yeah the writer for this book was crappy with names to be honest, but guess what my mom royalty she the first princess of the amazon city of Vyanta so that a plus. She also has some huge knockers so I want to learn more about subspecies that exist in the main races, something not really touched on from the book. Think about what I can remember from this novel.

Ok this world has three goddess Xosara the goddess of light, Alena the goddess of darkness, and Delta the goddess of time. With seven key races Humans, Elves, Dark Elves, Demons, Dwarfs, animal human people be the Vivian, Fairies and their subspecies. These are the main ones in this world.

Now it common in this world to have a soul beast weapon and a magic weapon, the worlds name is the broken realm thanks to all the death and monster in it. Scary part was some were strong enough to contend with the goddess but lost. The name of the novel was Broken Light Of Happiness. It was named this since every capture target was a yandere, and the main heroine was chosen with goddess of light blessing to carry her power and name. But in end of every route the yandere broke her and made her their toy.

It is really sad that even her own goddess does this. I mean what the hell man that messes up and i love my yanderes. Did I mention this was a yuri novel? Yep, my kind of book was really good to read. Until the ending's of the novels because why in the hell would you let someone break you mental especially after her backstory which is a tragic one it was.

Now there are dungeons with difficulty that go from easy to impossible, without plot armor and there are 500 known ones spread across the three contents. One content is in the shape of a dragon that has the humans and elves, another is in shape of a hammer that has the dwarfs and fairies, finally the shape of a skull has the demons and vivians.

Now from what I remember we have a soul beast power that is tied to us gauge are strength, they range from an ant to a dragon we also have an affinity weapon bound to us. Affinity is also what is magic in this world. It's is the following space, time, fire, earth, wind, water, light, dark, metal, wood, ice and void. The strongest are space, time, dark, light the next tier is metal, wood, ice, void the weakest tier is fire, earth,water,wind. This also determines your strength of magic in air quotes.

So base on these two things you can have all four strongest affinity, but if the beast is a sheep with a crappy weapon, The best you can hope for is to be a prankster with the expectation to rules though.

Now the protagonist name which I hated by the way, was Apple Greyhawk known for their gray eyes. They were a duke family. She was named apple since she was the apple of her mothers eyes, her mother was sadly a maid not his wife. She got taken in thanks to that event she only got into the family, when went through the church ceremony before it was discovered that the goddess of light gave her blessing to her. She had a phoenix type that is one spot lower than a dragon her power was light regeneration, she could heal from anything her affinity weapon was a staff. which controlled fire, light, time, ice, and wind.

Thanks to that power she was beaten to near death everyday, by the lady of the house my mother but a different one named Abigail but now it could still happen best be on my guard. She finally got free when sent to the saint crystal dragon girls academy. It on its own mass island it educates goes from high school to college with its brother school for the boys squeezed in between all three continents. It is neutral ground so one could study and learn together but racism is still a thing for drama.

I remember lady Greyhawk met with an accident a day after she left. She ended up meeting all the capture targets there minus a few and there were a lot. To be honest we all love harem at some point don't lie about it. she ended up getting involved with one of them, how books were written they had several different volume series that focus on one capture target each. Once they made her feel love that was it, she was made to think she only needed them and ended up killing other capture targets to keep her some of those deaths were so brutal I puke on some of them.

Still this is a great series of books to be honest I probably miss a lot of info but this is a good start, but now I have to somehow protect my sister from all these nut jobs. Make my own mother love her or I will lose both of them.

Well learn something about me thanks to pick Alfia. I have her monstrous talent so in one month I was walking, in four months I was speaking and in six months I was reading. Now be named the genius princess of the greyhawks or Hime Alfia. My dad who cold to everyone but his wife and that maid, well he now a daughtercon with my mom too. Just have to give them the look and I get what I want so that is why my room is surrounded by bunnies, pandas, dogs, cats, turtle those kinds of stuff animals. Plus most of the servants are my slaves do to the power of my all mighty cuteness. It has been almost three years since I was born in the same time frame as the lead so we will both be going to the church soon. Let's just see how over-power I am. She grins close her diary and what is written on top "how I will survive in this world full of crazies volume one".