chapter 74

Sierra.

Alex is so hard to deal with, and I just don't even know what to do anymore. I felt so stupid, and I just don't know if I was really going to do what I have in mind. I felt so weak, as if I was losing my mind.

I sat on the couch as I felt so lost. This is the hardest decision I have ever had, and I just felt like I wasn't really doing the right thing.

Sitting all alone, I just didn't know what I wanted to do. It's so hard and so difficult at the same time. Why do I feel like I am about to do something I will regret for the rest of my life? Why do I feel like I am going to hate my decision?

I held my two hands together as I just didn't know what was really going on in my head.

I felt someone sit close to me, and when I turned, I saw John staring at me. The way he looked at me, I looked away as I didn't look at his face.

"Are you still angry about what happened earlier? I told you I am sorry and that I will not do that again."