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"people always say, "look at the bright side, its not so bad"

well I've tried and i can say is it is not bad its horrible.

all my life i can only see the bad in everything and everyone looks at me as if i'm weird

like when the president gave money to schools

but he didn't give it to the starving veterans, homeless people, green energy, or many other things. that need that money to survive or to stop our world from destroying it self.

and nobody knows what the right answer is. but every action has a consequence and that's all i can see no matter how 'Helpful' what someone did is.

it gets worse when someone does something bad

the depression over thinking about those people holds me down in my bed like im strapped in a straight jacket

the feeling of heaviness not necessarily sad. just...heavy....

i guess that's enough of me ranting for now

my name is Vargr and i'm dead."