15 down memory lane

When I turned around, I saw him... my big brother, the one to cradle me in his arms, rock me back and forth, kiss my head when I'm in fear, pray with me, drive me around everywhere. I couldn't believe my eyes. I wanted to run to him but what if it was a trap. "I know what you thinking Derick. Like I said I wouldn't hurt you for any reason. I'm here to help you with your life and your condition and to stay away from Connor, go talk to your brother Derick. go talk to him." with that moment I ran up to him and have him a big hug. I began to cry. " I- I th- thought you.. were.. dead." I couldn't say a sentence without a tear flowing down my face. He didnt hug me back, something was off about him. He didn't have the same glimmer in his eyes, his smile was cold and he had a dead feeling on him. "This... This isn't... My... Jason." I tried to hold back but my tears kept flowing. I turned to look at Patron but...