Curse

Sebastian p.o.v

Blood trickled down from his lips and I can catch a glimpse of desperation in his eyes.

" Now answer me...when? why? and for how long has it been going on behind my back?"

l firmly demand an explanation from him. He glanced at me with uncertainty then lower his head again.

" I don't know master, but when the first time she arrived here and you call me to show her, the cottage.

I fall for her at first sight, my heart skipped beats instantly and I can't control my emotion at all.

Then, the next day when... I take her to the hospital. She was moaning in pain, it's feel like someone squeezing my heart painfully.

I didn't blame you for this master...but, it's just...I can't see her in pain. I pity her that day and I don't know when it turned into l....lo.....Love."

He confessed to me while shuddering.  That made me furious more than before, I trained them better than this. How he can become so fragile to give in to his emotions?

" And .....you know the reason why she needs to be admitted to the hospital. You know if she tells me before headed that she's a virgin, then maybe I'll be a little careful."

I acknowledged him sternly as I picked up the goblet of the wine from the table.

I wanted to alarm some disgust and anger in his eyes but to my surprise, his eyes are calm and steady but his emotions are still on the edge.

He coiled his fingers in a fist and closed and opened his eyes to control his anger.

" I didn't blame her or you master.....what she was doing all this time, it's her duty and I know....you need someone for your demons. She is still as pure as a newborn for me master..."

He responded to me calmly and his equilibrium got on my nerve.

" Even if she is a...Prostitute hun!!"

I challenged him harshly while sipping from my glass of wine. I wanted to extricate my apprehensions.

" Yes....master, even if she is a pro...prostitute. Because like you and me, she isn't choosing this life. She is surviving...for her existence. "

He admitted to me but his words penetrated my heart. What he is arguing about is accurate, we all are surviving here not living our lives.

But This life also taught us how to live to the fullest and not expect anything from life or others.

I pulled out the second drawer under the table and grab a brown envelope from it. I threw the envelope in his direction and it landed on the ground in front of him.

He picked up the envelope from the ground and opened it by tearing its authorization. He carefully examined the content written inside it, his eyes get widened and I know he must be out of words now.

After a few seconds, he went through all the documents whilst confusion is written all over his face.

" Kill her!!!!!...she chooses herself, Alexis. I'm going to attend a banquet tomorrow and I wanted to attend her funeral when I come back.

You knew we can't afford weaknesses, so it's better if we eliminate them as soon as possible. I'm giving you the sovereignty to spend some quality time with her.

Now tell me, can you do this....? Alexis, I can't appoint someone else to do it...you know what you should do after her death."

I mandated him and he seemed to be in dilemma, trying to make a decision.

" I'll do it, master..."

After a few moments of silence, he replied to me meekly as he raised from the ground. He clutched the envelope in his hand, bowed his head, and turned around to take his leave.

He twisted the door knob and is ready to exit the room then he turned around to face me.

" Can I say something to you, master..?"

He requested my permission in a cracked voice.

" Yes!!"

I permitted him as I prepared myself to listen to every type of curse from him and I don't blame him if he does so.

" I wish...I wish, someday you find someone.....who melts your cold heart and makes you feel your heartbeat once again, master. I wish you smile again like you used to do back in the past... I wish someone make you feel alive again."

But to my surprise, he doesn't condemn me but his words were no less than a curse to me. I don't want to feel my heartbeat.

I don't want a reminder of " they " were buried six feet under the ground when I'm alive and living my life.

That's the reason It's simply a curse to me.

" Aren't you curious about...how I found out about you two, Alexis... hmm. Let me explain to you...she moans your name once...when I thrust inside her..haha. "

I exclaimed to him as I succeed in earning an expression from him. He is enraged after listening to my words. He flung a fist in my direction but merely stopped close to my face.

He is panting heavily with anger whilst I stayed still at my place. After a moment he lowers his hand when he perceived that I don't even try to defend myself.

" l know, Master I know about this for a while. She told me that day, she did a mistake and I observe after that incident you never summoned her. It has been three months, Master, I know you care for us more than we think.

I'm just curious..about why now?"

He breathed to me and eventually let the cat out of the baskets, so she told him everything....yet he remained quiet, hmm.... that's interesting.

" Because of the things in your hand, Alexis... it is quite a time-depleting procedure.

Congratulations!!! Alexis... takes it as a gift from me. Just follow my instructions."

I alleviated his curiosity as I gulp down the wine from the goblet in my hand in one go.

" Yes, Master.....and I'll send Rosalie to you."

He asserted to me as a warm smile played on his lips. He looked more relieved than before.

" I don't need anyone."

l announced to him in an uninteresting manner.

" I know, your needs master....thank you..and good night."

He proclaimed to me as he bowed his head and evacuated my room. He finally left me alone to let me deal with the silence and my demons again.