13 XII.

XII.

"Boyfriend". She asked looking at him, his expression change from happy to a monotonous one which is troubling her even though she has nothing to do with it.

Jonakyn felt another bunch of tears is trying to break free from her swollen eyes, she's disappointed no more like she is hurt.

Seeing him looking like this because of someone that is not her making it worst.

"you had a boyfriend?". She asked as she avoided looking at him maybe it could help her feel less pain she's even trying her best to hide her tears.

She wants to shout at herself that she needs to calm down and try to comfort him it's not the time to be like this he'd been good comforting her might as well do something for him right now rather than crying herself out.

" I did but it was over almost a month ago". He replied.

She wants to ask more to know more about why is he having that expression why is he having that longing in his eyes of his relationship was over already maybe he hasn't move on yet or maybe he's just being remorseful but instead of asking she sighed and compose herself looking for the word that might be used to comfort him.

"That must have been hard, the breaking up". She replied trying to make it sound like she's not being nosy just genuinely asking.

" It is, his my first, and I did hope to be the last". He retorted monotonously slowly she turned her gaze at him.

He was crying, pain surged within her seeing him like this who's that man that he makes to hurt this person who does he thinks he is breaking him like this,

He was just letting his tears fall letting her see his vulnerability he was opening up like he was venting out his pain flaunting it to her.

Jonakyn didn't utter a single word her eyes is stinging from the tears she's stopping, slowly she lifted her hands towards his hand whom his been clenching too much she caress it lightly then hold it gently making him looked at her she didn't pity him like what other would do instead she was worried and angered choosing to keep it in because who is she to him just a friend, of course, nothing more.

" He was my first love". He stated Jonakyn didn't talk just silently listening to him so he continued.

"You know what his my childhood friend my first in everything". He stated.

Jonakyn waited for him to continue talking slowly moving closer so he could feel that she's here for him.

" But suddenly bad things came across us and I didn't think that this would break us apart". He added while wiping his tears unlike her he was more likely calm while crying but his eyes say more than his actions.

"I thought we were strong that we could get past to it like the other circumstances we've been through". He turned his gaze at her and bitterly smiled.

"But We aren't". He stated bitterly.

Jonakyn smiled lift her hands move closer to him and hugs him tightly hoping it could take his pain away because seeing him hurt is hurting her too.

She didn't utter any word just tightening her hug she can feel him hugging her to so she felt a sudden relief knowing his not annoyed by her hugs.

" what a cuddly little bear you are". She heard him say but she's not caring about that for now she can't even think straight.

Her emotions were in turmoil because of this person but instead of getting away like she always does, she can't seem to move far away from him.

" Comeback, Please". Jonakyn abruptly looked at Lucas after hearing someone calling her.

"I'm just here". She retorted but Lucas frowned.

" I know what are you talking about?". He replied making Jonakyn frowned.

"You've just told me to come back? isn't that you?". She questioned but Lucas shakes his head disagreeing.

" Maybe this is because we're crying too much and every time were meeting emotions keeps on bursting ya know". He heard him say but she's not focusing on him instead she was baffled by that voice she is so sure it was Lucas's voice she can't be mistaking it.

Jonakyn just looked at Lucas and smiled to assure him it was fine that she was fine but still she can't forget that voice it has effects on her like how Lucas is because she is sure it's his voice but why is he denying it?.

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