1 Prologue
Buhos na ulan aking mundo'y lunuring tuluyan..."
(translation: come rain,rain on me till my world get drowned).
What a nice voice eh it blends completely with the ambiance of the surrounding..a retro music that's been replaying on Spotify it was very calming and gives off solemnity...cold breeze lingering the gloomy weather and the rain
Perfect right!!a good moment for letting off some steam just relax and feel the breeze...
. "Kimi no toriko ni natte shimaeba kitto..."
I abruptly turned to face that someone who ruined my mood like hello I'm dramatising here and that joyful music he or she played...Seriously!!!
In this kind of place and in this kind of weather unbelievable ughhh!!but instead of looking for that person I choose to ignore it and just keep a good distance between us but...
" why is this shed so small ughhh!!" I whispered angrily upon realizing I look like an idiot keeping a distance in this tiny shed that I think is only good for 3 or 4 persons I probably look dumb hayss..
Instead of making myself look more dumber I look at the person standing next to me how could he choose such joyful music he doesn't look like a fan of those... He's a man standing 6 foot 9 I think and woah he got muscles on the right place its clearly visible in his tight v neck shirt and shorts looks like someone got some hangover haha he look like a hot drunkard thou..I was busy checking him out when he suddenly look up baring his face from being hidden by those soft looking long hair of him..
"Wow" I gasped his got beautiful eyes and for a man he sure look beautiful he looks manly beautiful I don't even know if that word exist but I can't think of any that will suits him...
"He..hey!!! What are you doing?"
I shouted because of he suddenly walks along through the cliff..oh myy how lucky could I get he is probably insane this is so not going to be okay...
"Hey!!! Stop right there oh no I said stop ..what is wrong with you my gosh why is this happening to me".
I was panicking I know that but I remain calm as much as I could as I was an inch away from him right now I abruptly held his arm and drag him away from the cliff I don't know how did I get stronger but I don't care about that matter for now all that circulates in my brain is I should get this man as far as I could from that killer cliff..
" What is wrong with you!! You were okay a minute a go then you go suicidal are you still drunk oh my gosh you drunkard that will be the death of you!!" I shouted at him I don't care if its insensitive or what I don't even know why I'm this angry maybe because of this man's idiocy because I think he wants me to be his witness of killing himself or he probably just pranking me I don't even know but I just feel so angry and worried I think
" is this some kind of prank mister because it really not nice" I hissed as I look around finding for hidden cams or hidden crew that would pop out and shout on your face ITS A PRANK BOBO!!
"How I wish it was". The man answered making me confused
" Huh?" I replied he suddenly look down and laugh at what I said
"You said it again" he said sarcastically ..
"Huh!" I ask confusingly..
" why are you always like that is it really fun making me look dumb". He spat every words with pain I don't know why but it hurts me seeing him like this maybe I'm just being considerate yeah maybe that's it ..
" okay okay..let's all set this on a right foot let me just help you mister and till you sobber up so you could go home okay.." I said smiling hoping he would agree because I was really worried for this stranger and I don't even know why..
" You hate me that much don't you" he replied
I was taken aback about what he said its like I can't accept what he just said how could I hate him we've only just met what's wrong with this man..but instead of fighting back I sighed deeply making myself calm as much as I could
"Okay mister I don't hate you now look at me and tell me if I'm lying". I asked genuinely
But instead if doing so his shoulder starts shaking and I can hear faint sobs from him I totally panic because of what his reaction is
" omy gosh I'm sorry what did I do wrong mister" I panicked but only to be stop by him hugging me
" uhm mister" I asked confuse of his actions he is still crying but it became more clear now that he is hugging me
" I can't look at you I always can't because I'll just loose myself again and I don't think I can survive it again" he said trying to stop his sobs ..every words bleed every words pained me
"I'm sorry" I said as tears pools down from my eyes I don't even know what am I sorry for but I just want to I feel the need to...
"Please just let me hug you please...".he pleaded as his embrace tightens
I didn't answer him I just hug him tighter too it feels familiar the warth his hugs gives felt familiar its like I'm home he's my home...he stirs some unknown feelings from me ...
"Kimi no toriko ni natte shimaeba kitto..".
"Shit my head hurts like hell".
What happen I asked myself as I groggily woke up in my car I smell like alcohol I look around on where could I be and then memories from that night hits me
" what the" I hissed as I remembered what did I do last night I literally burnt my liver for too much alcohol intake hays why can't I stop I already promise them ughhhh...I was taken aback when I heard my phone rings again
A smile crept on my lips as I heard the tone it's her favorite song I picked up the phone and answered the call .
"LUCASSS!!WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH YOU".
I almost throw my phone because of the shocked the heck is wrong with this people I think I lost my hearing because of that uhhh..
" what?" I answered emotionless
I heard a sigh on the other line before he answers
" we were calling you the whole night where are you? What are you doing? Are you fine?". He asked worriedly
"I'm fine don't worry". I answered before ending the call not wanting to talk anymore I know I already promised but I still can't stop doing this I sighed as I look at the window of my car
" don't you see this hon its raining again your so unfair don't you know that you keep on coming on to my dreams waking me up only on this kind of weather you don't even do that to yourself..it's raining hon right now I know you can see it why can't you comeback you said you always love rain even if this times hurt you the most hmm you said you hate people who leave and don't comeback then why are you doing this". I said as tears pools from my eyes hoping the next rainy day everything will be okay hoping she will be too...
