chapter 1

I'm in the car with my mom. We will float to a small place.

"Now we're arrived" she said, parked in front of a house. I guess that's our new house. I got off the car and started walking towards the house. Mom had already done everything in order. My dad left me and my mother when I was 3 years old. My dad owns his own company and has married and has 1 child. Everything we know is because Mom was looking for him on the computer. Mum really loved him and when he left her, he also left wounds in my mother's heart. I don't remember him but I really hate him. How could he do that to my mother?

"Theodor why just standing there came in," said mom. Then I noticed that I had stood outside the door. I quickly entered.

"Your room is up there," she said, pointing up the stairs.

"Okay, I'll get up then and if you need help, just call me," I said, walking toward the stairs.

I went to my room and saw that she had fixed it just as I wanted it. A writing table with a chair, a large bookcase with books and a wardrobe. The bed lay between the wardrobe and the desk. I took out my laptop from my bag that I had on my back. I didnt have the time to serch for anything before I heard my mom call me. I shut it off and went out.

- Yes what is it?

- sooo... what about your room? she ask.

I went to her and gave her a hug and whispered to her that I really loved it.

"Well," she said.

I could hear from her voice that she was very proud to have been able to fix it so well.

- What did you need help with?

- Yes, just .... can you go buy some food? We have no food in the fridge, she said and handed 60 doller. Buy snacks if you want to she add.

"Where's your card," I said suspiciously,

My momnever used to have cash except when she los her card.

"It's probably in one of my pants's pockets,"she said.

- Mooooom ... It's the third time you've lost your card, I said.

"I have not lost it, I told you it's in one of my pants," she said firmly. I could not argue against her so I gave up.

- yes, if you say so, I said. Is there something special you want? I ask her.

"No, just buy me a measurement," she said.

- okay, I said, closing the door behind me.

I take my phone and got into Google Maps. I have just moved so I don't know where everything is. I serch for the nearest supermarket. It turned out that it was 10 minutes from Willys supermarket. I take out my white headphones and put on music. WhellaI listened to music, I followed the map. After 10 minutes, I finally arrived. Willys lay on the other side of the transition. I crossed to the other side and immediately I noticed that a gang of guys stood next to two cars parked just in front of the entrance. My eyes stuck on a guy who seemed to be as old as me. He had gold-colored hair, then I do not think BLOND, it's litterly gold-colored with golden eyes and Brown hair and he had a muscular body. You can see his stomach muscular through his thin white t-shirt and you can also see his arm musculs.He is so great, but he seems the kind that can be a player. You may wonder why I think so much about a guy. Yes, I'll tell you. That's because I like guys and in other words I'm gay. I discovered it when I was 8 years old when I fell in love with a guy. I told my mom when I went in the 8th. She said she already knew it. When I asked her how she knew she replied that she only knew it. I asked how long she responded that she noticed it when I went in 4th. I asked her if she was okay. She logged in and said. I do not love you for witch gender you like without i love you because you are. I almost started crying, I said almost. I woke up from my thoughts when I no longer listened to music without it being my ringtone. I took the phone off my pocket. It was mom.

- Hi, I said, and started going to the entrance.

hello .. can you buy binder, she says.

" why do you want me to buy it," I say. When I saw that the people around me looked at me, I saw that I had screamed. I thought I was embarrassing. I lowered my head and started walking faster.

"Yes, I need it," she says.

- Okay, I said and sighed.

I went in and bought three chicken sledges. One for mother's lunch and the other two for dinner for me and her. Then we bought a packed grilled chocolate and chocolate chocolate, four patterns of energy drinks, two to her and two for me. So I bought two package bindings for her. I did not know which one I would buy so I took two different one blue package and one green package. It was so hard to pay, and it became more embarrassing when he sat behind the box and asked about it to my girlfriend. Yes, I was more embarrassed if I said it was my mothers . I hurried to lie in the bag I did with other things. I left the store and stayed outside. I took out my mobile phone and went to Google Maps and was looking for Green Street 6, so that's where I live. I'm not good at memorizing things so I need the map to find back. I sat on music and started to follow the map. I toke a last glance of the guy. Then it happened something I had not expected.