Chapter 1

| Fb : Chloe Anne Huyo-a

| Wattpad : Cherrycoupsiee

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Im Seungkwan, Boo Seungkwan. I have a Girlfriend named (Y/N) Chwe as far as she knows that i love her. Well not really. I've been cheating on her since years not with a girl but with her brother. Hansol Vernon Chwe. Yes im not straight. I dont express my love to Y/n much but she really makes effort for me. I felt bad. I didnt let go of my love through Hansol since he's the one i love the most. Minghao and Jun are Y/n's bestfriend. I keep on wandering does she knows? "Y/n?" I called her as i enter our condo. No one answered. Then my phone rangs. "Junhui?" I wonder why Jun is calling. I answered. First thing i heard is Jun sobbing. "J-Jun?" I talked to the phone. "Seungkwan! Where were you?!" I still hear Jun crying really hard. "Why?" I asked. "You have really known nothing! Since the first!" Jun yelled at me through the phone. "Y/n, Y/n is dying!" Jun continued. What?! Y/n is dying?! I looked on my sides left and right on our dinning table. I saw a brown envelope. "Results?" What resuslts? I opened the envelope. I saw the results of Y/n's Blood diagnosis. "Lukemia?!". I grab my phone again. Good thing Jun hasnt hung up yet. "Jun! Where are you?! What Hospital?!" I asked. "Now you want to go here?! After what you did to her! You!! The Hospital near you condo!" Jun answered. I hunged up and hurridly went down. The Hospital what Jun has been talking is just right across the street. So i walked. No i run! I reached the nurses front desk. "Where is the room of Ms. Y/n Chwe?!" I asked panting. The nurse points the first room to her right. I hurridly went there. I saw Jun sitting on the waiting area right infront of the room. Jun's crying. Jun saw me. Jun stood up. Jun went to me. "How could you do this to her?! How?!" Junhui yelled while grabing my collar. "You really have no idea the person you cheated is dying! Right infront of us!" Jun continued. "How did you know everything?" I asked. "Since Hansol really loves her sister. He had no choice but to tell everything! But suprisingly. Y/n know everything!" Jun answered. And finally let go of me. Jun let me walk to the Y/n's room. I saw Minghao,Hansol,Soonyoung,Joshua

Seungcheol,Jeonghan,Seokmin,Wonwoo

Jihoon,Chan. Sitting looking at a blank stare. I saw Y/n resting,sleeping in peace. With a white blanket covered on her body. I stepped in. Why does my feet feel heavy? Why does it hurt? Finally i reached her. "Y/n? I know you cant hear. But. Im really sorry of what i did to you! Im Sorry!!!" I cried and started sobbing. I felt guilt in all over my whole body. I started to remember everything she did to me. The Members. Are just looking at me crying. Almost everyone is crying.

I still remember the day you died. Why didnt you told me? Why?? Im talking to myself. Drinking beer and soju. Drunk. I do love you! I do! Why did i only thought that i really love from the start?! I yelled everything. Im walking to Han river. And yelled everything out! "Im So Sorry!!!!" I yelled. Its been 3 Years since you died. And i still cant forget you. I still cant move on.

"Im So Sorry" those are my last words before i followed you there. I jumped at Han river.

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