2 17 years lost

I'm never worried about what going to happen when the ceremony starts because of what I am. I'm just so post to hide from our guests that are coming to visit are pack. but today is also the Blue Moon seen every wolf will take of a form like mine but with ears and tails."I'm going out for a run." I tell my mother

"remember that you half to be back before sundown." she looks at me with a sad look "I know mom" I smile to her then start to run out of the cave on all forces. running past other members of are pack the just stare at me with hate. but I don't care about it I start to go to the forbidden part of the woods and I began to jump over and slide broken down trees.

some reason I see everything slowly moving but I know that I'm moving faster then what I see. I jump to a large rock than on an oak tree and I start to climb it to its highest point and I get to the very top I see the beautiful forests for up high. it's the only place that I go to clear my mind when I feel sad or anger I feel closer to mother nature in some way. "mother nature why am I here, I still don't understand."

I look around for an answer that she might give me. I feel a gust of cold wind brushed past my hair. slowly tears go down my face and it makes me smile "thank you for your answer mother nature." I feel a staying feeling hit my arm. it felt like a fire was set to my arm when I look down at my arm I see a big hole in my and blood starts to dripping out. I start to fall out of the tree hiring every branch and hiring my head and over parts of my body gets hit on my way down. ween I hit the ground my vision gets black.