UNSAID
Chapter 1
It's kind of awkward but true that our species are more emotional , sensible , sensitive and more easily hurt .
Our race is called HUMAN . Humans are the most gebied type of species that has been ever recognized on the planet earth .
Today sitting on the green pastures under the stary sky which surroundes the moon and listening to the breezes what they are whispering in the ears of the saplings doesn't annoys me anymore because to heal yourself it is the best remedie which one can give itself .
According to our zoadic sign which is Sagittarius is said to be that the person who posses this sign is always high spirited , ambitious and never gets defeated easily but the person may be hurt easily , are sensitive and they never easily forgive the person but try to overcome it . They are the most friendly creature ever found on the land , they can do anything for the person who believes them and there are many more good and bad sayings . But the one that suits me is that they are mostly ambivert .
I am Ella Riz Rubinson a seventeen year eight months old girl with light brown eyes with light brown hair till my shoulders with fair skin colour, height of about one seventy eight centimeters with a tomboy styling sense . I live in Canada with my parents and my little younger brother Jo Rubinson. I think Jo and I are more like friends then sister and brother. But still Jo is my younger brother I can't share everything to him . So I have got two best friends Muffen and Christian. They both are my my childhood friends. We don't have too many pictures together but have built many unlimited memories .
Well I have to tell this that accept my best friends no one dare to call me Riz even not my brother .
Even though I have got everyone but still I feel lonely, empty , scared and want to escape. I pretend to be strong but I am not that strong to hold back for long . I always find myself in a room where there is only darkness and people trying to laugh at me by making me feel embarrassed. Until now I always have been trying to keep up with everyone but I don't know how long I can keep up.
If you ask me how I am?
My answer will be I am soul broken. I have always heard a saying the greatest healer in the world is time . Time heals everything but it always left a scare that will bring back the bad memories only . After that wound you either will become weak or rather you become strong .
After that wound there is so much that is unsaid . You can only keep it up to you , you are afraid of every single thing that it can ruin everything.
I remembered a six year old girl standing in front of a male and female . I could see her rosy cheeks were ruined by the tears rolling down her numb watery eyes which were almost swollened and red . The male was standing infront of her and shouted loudly and harshly at the girl and said "Will you speak the hell out or do you want to get beated out with my that black leather ballet ?"
The female said nothing accept standing there and watch her husband scolding her daughter for the mistake that she hasn't done .
The little girl wanted to speak that she hasn't done any crime or wrong doing but she couldn't . She was scared to the death as if she would say out everything she would loose everything in a moment so she just stayed silent .