1 Trying to Hold Back

Zia, what might be said about what I look like?" asked Freya, wearing a maroon dress.

"I would rather avoid the shading, Fre. Excessively ostentatious and hot. Not as indicated by our age. We simply need to home base with Harshad, isn't that so? Assuming you wear that shirt, it's like going to a wedding." Shazia felt that Freya's appearance was excessive.

"In any case, I need to look wonderful, Zia. You know, as well, correct? I'm the prettiest lady in school and-"

Shazia quickly removes Freya's discussion. "Nor in my family? Hahaha, you generally say that. Indeed, you're wonderful, I concede that. In any case, your cerebrum is somewhat sluggish! Hahahaha," said Shazia additionally caused Freya to feel upset.

Freya quickly glared, subsequent to hearing Shazia's words. Shazia couldn't have cared less with regards to that all things considered. As far as he might be concerned, getting out is better. Shazia promptly approached the closet. She likewise stood out his pointer to pick an appropriate shirt for Freya to wear.

"All things considered, this is a dress that suits you. This dim blue shading will make your skin look more splendid. Simply wear this, to supplant it once more. I won't assist you with anything." Shazia again sat on the edge of the bed as she folded her arms over the midsection.

"Okay, I'll wear this shirt of your choice. However, you additionally need to wear my preferred garments, huh?" Freya would rather not lose all things considered.

"It's up to you, but if I don't like it I'll change it!" joked Shazia and deliberately made Freya's lips tapered again. "Hahahaha, you took my words too seriously, Fre. Yes, just find the clothes in my closet. What will Harshad say if we're late to resto? He will nag us both again," grumbled Shazia, laying her body on the bed.

In fact, Shazia was afraid of the choice Freya would make. Because Freya's taste is so bad if you choose something. Sure enough, that's what Shazia is afraid of. Freya gives a shirt with a rainbow polka dot motif to Shazia. Shazia didn't really want to wear that shirt. 

However, he had to wear the shirt to appreciate Freya. After arriving at the restaurant, Shazia felt that her legs were hit by a hundred kilograms. It happened because he was embarrassed and did not confidently wear the clothes that Freya had chosen. Shazia repeatedly swallowed her saliva. 

"Zia, why are you still sitting in the taxi? Let's hunt, we've been waiting for Harshad there." Freya tried to pull Shazia's hand.

Shazia refused to get out of the taxi. "You're just there, there. I just want to go home, suddenly my head is dizzy,"`Shazia said in order to avoid the meeting.

"Ih, you were fine! But why is it even sick now? Oh, you want to lie to me, huh? Or is there someone you're afraid of in there?" Freya stuck out her forefinger to Shazia.

"Ish! You're this, I told you my head suddenly became dizzy. I have to go home now, yes," Shazia said, trying to close the car door.

However, Freya again pulled Shazia's hand. So, Shazia immediately fell onto the asphalt. Freya didn't intentionally do that either. He immediately apologized to Shazia for his actions. Shazia also did not take issue with Freya's actions.

"Why are you, anyway? Why are you being weird like this?" asked Freya who was still curious about Shazia's attitude.

"Stupid! I feel insecure because of this shirt you've chosen!" said Shazia playing.

"Look, Fre. My head hurts, Dah! I'm not lying." Shazia tried to stand up and clean her clothes.

"Hey!" greeted Harshad from inside the restaurant.

Shazia spontaneously closed her eyes when she saw Harshad. Shazia slightly turned her face to the left side so as not to be immediately visible to Harshad. Harshad immediately approached his two friends who were still standing on the side of the road.

"Eh, why are you guys standing here?" asked Harshad.

Harshad instantly pulled Shazia's body. Shazia only smiled awkwardly when she saw Harshad. Harshad spontaneously laughed at Shazia's appearance. But not with Freya. Freya scolds Harshad for laughing at Shazia.

"You're like the mothers of the Eighties! It's funny, what does this look like? You want to go to the circus? Making a very embarrassing show?" ledek Harshad as he smacked Shazia's shoulder softly.

Shazia's eyes immediately turned red. However, Shazia was still able to endure her heartache. Shazia is the dominant person. However, there are times when he can accept every criticism from his two friends.

"You just keep laughing at me! All you laugh! You should also know that the clothes I wear are the choice of Freya. You should think before you speak! You're actually my best friend or enemy, anyway? Speaking is always painful!" quipped Shazia in her heart. "Hm, your Harshad. Why say that? The clothes I was wearing were chosen directly by Freya, loh." both of Shazia's eyes immediately glanced towards Freya.

After hearing the explanation from Shazia. Harshad immediately apologized to Freya. But he did not apologize to Shazia. It was a familiar thing Shazia had received since they met Freya. Harshad was indeed more concerned with Freya's feelings than Shazia's. Envy and jealousy were definitely in Shazia's heart. However, Shazia never wanted to show that feeling to her two friends. For him, the feelings he had were not that important.

"Yes, let's go in! You guys just want to stand here?" asked Harshad with a still focused gaze on Freya.

"Come on." Freya replied.

Shazia immediately turned her eyeballs as the two companions left at the same time. He actually felt jealous since Harshad and Freya looked at each other intimately in front of him earlier. However, Shazia only expressed flatly so as not to look too pathetic. They also walked alone and left Shazia in the back row. This made Shazia feel angry. Again, Shazia chooses to keep looking good and patient in the face of Harshad's behavior.

"My heart breaks to see the two of you walking together in front of me! But I have to hide this pain. Because, I also don't want to look bad in front of Harshad! I also don't want to break our friendship because of my feelings. Perhaps, I'll keep quiet to love you, Shad!" the batin Shazia still kept saying.

An annoyed Shazia immediately ordered all the most expensive food at the restaurant. He also doesn't care about the bills he'll pay later. Shazia is the son of a respected family. Both his parents owned the first largest gold patch in Indonesia. This made Shazia more dominant between the two friends.

"Zia, are you serious about ordering all these foods?" asked Freya, picking up a plate of food in front of her.

"Yes, just eat! I will pay for it," Shazia said loudly.

Shazia's eyes were still glancing at Harshad who had been busy with the phone. "Heh! Do you want to eat or do you want to look at your phone?" asked Shazia, who was still annoyed with Harshad.

"Yes, just eat first," Harshad replied briefly.

Shazia's eyes immediately narrowed. He also went back to eating his food. After finishing eating his food, Harshad invited Freya to eat him to watch the cinema. Shazia immediately coughed after hearing Harshad's words.

"Why you? It's a drink first," Harshad said as well as giving a bottle of water to Shazia.

"You invited Freya to watch it together. But why don't you invite me too?" Shazia felt alienated by Harshad's words.

"Hahaha, I want to watch the two with Freya. You can find your own partner. You know what people say dating?" asked Harshad, who wanted to mock Shazia.

"No, what is it?" asked Shazia innocently.

"What does the third person usually say?"

"Satan? Mosquitoes? PHO? What the hell?" replied Shazia.

"Well, that's what you know," Harshad said.

"So, you mean! Am I a devil? Mosquitoes? PHO? Ah!" Shazia spontaneously threw a box of tissues at Harshad. "You are this! Freya, look at Harshad! He's always squeaky me." Shazia immediately wiped away the tears that had drenched her cheek.

"Zia, lower your voice. Look, your voice is bothering other customers who are eating their food," Freya rebuked and made Shazia support her forehead.

"Yes, sorry. Yes, then. If you want to go both. I'm going home!" said Shazia reluctantly, looking into Harshad's face.

Harshad just laughed at Shazia's words. Freya immediately hit Harshad for not wanting to make Shazia even sadder. Harshad fell silent after Freya hit his thigh.

"Zia, don't be angry anymore. Harshad was just kidding, you know, right? Harshad's sense of humor is ugly," Freya said to assuage Shazia's grief.